03-4-2009 - Update again!!!

My mood while writing this blog: HAPPY AND HOPEFUL:)

Laila Brianne Orozco is the absolute BEST thing to ever happen to my love and i we are both sooo thankful that God blessed us with this little miracle...she truly is a miracle:) From the moment i seen her on the sonogram moniter i felt a feeling that can truly NOT be explained and now it's even stronger it's the feeling of endless love knowing you have this little life that yo and the person you love most created its the most AMAZING feeling in the world and i'm soo happy to have the blessing of motherhood bestowed upon me i know it's meant to be and i know i can handle it. Because if i couldn't handle it God wouldn't have gave me this responsibility. Laila is growing sooo quickly and its been a week a freaking week...when to me it feels like i JUST brought her home yesterday....it's truly a sad thing. She's also getting chubbier and i'm getting to knw what her needs are just by her whines and cries its amazing and i'm loving every minute of mommyhood!!! Oh and today my baby blues seem way better out of the blue:) now i'm hopeful that it will be all the way gone with some time:) Oh i'm down 15lbs of the 27lbs i gained during pregnancy and i ONLY have 12 to go...my belly isn't as bad as i thought it would be even though i hate the stretchies but they are fading quickly and my belly is going down pretty fast. I couldn't figure out how in the world to put pics on here so i'll just put them in my photobook take a look:)