26-8-2009 - I'm SCARED i might be PREGGERS HELP!!!

My mood while writing this blog: Worried/Confused

Okay so i had Laila 5 months ago today at my 6 week pp check-up(May 5th) i was cleared for sex and talked to my doc about birth control...i decided on mirena. So my doc recommended that i get the depo shot just to protect me till i got my mirena in at 8 weeks pp. So i did it i got the damn depo shot even though it made me gain 20lbs last time i got it ughhh. My doc told me to wait at least 24 hrs. to have sex OR use a condom so.....i waited 3 days then we had sex without a condom about 3 or 4 times....yeah STUPID i know:(

Anyway then i AF came on about May 18th so we didn't have sex anymore it lasted for a freakin week then stopped the day i went to go get my mirena in (May 26th). After i got the mirena i spotted until like the beginning of July so i really don't know if i ever got my AF and every since i stopped spotting i haven't REALLY had an AF just some spotting for about 2 or 3 days then it goes away i'm not sure how my periods are supposed to be on mirena but i didn't think they got lighter till you had it in for 6-8 months is what i was told???

Well lately i have been wanting to eat more, i had sore boobies, i've been sooo tired, and i've had mood swings soo bad and get this my dried up milk started leaking again even though i completely dried up about a month after i had Laila....so i tested & got a negative twice the first time i tested on about July 13th.....so then i've felt like i started feeling movements in my belly which i freaking me out so i tested again on the 1st NEGATIVE...then again and again i've tested like 7 times and they have all been NEGATIVE so what do yall think??? should i be worried or is this how mirena can make u feel?? i really need some help/advice please ladies:) Thank you!!!