14-3-2011 - Im Back Ladies

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

Wow i cannot believe she is 5 months today. My Khloe Marie has just been the most easy going baby ive ever known, except when shes hungry then thoes vocal cords come thru..lol. She diffinitely is changing though of course. Everyone on her dad side spoils her. Which i hate because she will whine and moan for my attention for no reason at all.Then i have to teach her all over again how to entertain herself when mommy is busy and she goes right back to being my angel(i guess she understands more now when she with mommy, of course). We had one fever since birth and today shes just really congested. But im not to worried she is still very happy and playful and just loves the attention and affection. Her dad spoils her to bits..i hate it because i dont want her to be a tuff baby to babysit when she has to be. So hes trying to stop from my understanding..lol. I keep telling myself she cannot be spoiled, shes my first born shes gonna get spoiled a little bit. I have kept her out of daycare(YAYY ME). I just cant deal with her being around all of these people i do not know and germy children. I mean i know she needs the baby to baby interactions but she has siblings for that so shes doing just great. I suppose i will have to put her in daycare one day..but that day is no where near..besides i need money for alot more things then to pay for my child to go somewhere to get sick(SORRY LADIES I JUST DONT LIKE THE DAYCARE IDEA).Anyways she is reaching all of her milestones she sits up,holds her own bottle,she knows her name,she grabs her feet.,she kicks(Oh How She Kicks,i got her thoes rattle socks she loves them) she reaches,she rolls, she laughs and shes drooling like crazy, teething is something ellleeeesss, she wants every and anything in her mouth. i go thru like 10 bibs a day maybe more including feeding because she on started her solids foods which shes LOVES.( I love to feed her) I am not breastfeeding anymore(i know i should of tryed at least till she was 6mths)but my eating habits was horrible and i really had no problem giving her formula....I let her latch until i had absolutely nothing left. As long as shes healthy and gaining im all smiles. Shes just the light of my world. I cant get enough of her. and i am not the only one. Between my mother and her auntie and her dad..I have plenty PLENTY help.... but i still get over whelm sometimes. I moved by myself which is bitter sweet because im lonely sometimes. And me and theboyfriend are constantly at it so i make him leave because i just cant deal with him sometimes. So i may not be here long..My mother is about to get a condo so i might move in with her in june. She would love for us to be there. Anyways I hope all is well with everyone eleses LO's. Its so much fun being a mom. I feel very blessed and greatful for all the help and this easy going baby god has gave me(I hope she stays this way.lol)