30-3-2009 - The problem with baking is...

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

I can't stop eating the chocolate chip cookies I baked yesterday, and I dont do well with too much sugar..I crash, but they taste soo good! I keep hoping the fiance will indulge in like...20 of them, but he's on this diet which includes 1.ciggarettes 2.apples 3.ciggarettes...pretty healthy.

I had this huge growth spurt I'll have to post a picture. It was nuts and I was exhausted for days.

By the way, has anyone had their morning sickness come back? I've been throwing up again. Yuck!

So, I put my 2 week notice in at my job, and all of a sudden my boss cares that my doctor put me on a work restriction to not work more than 8 hours a shift. Huh?! That's funny. She calls this morning saying I dont have to come in until 11pm...so that means I'll work until 7am. She's known about this restriction for quite some time now, but said there was nothing she could do about it, but since I had that terrible meeting with her boss on friday-she cares. Now, I think i'll go into work and see that i'm ONLY on nights for the next 2 weeks. I wouldn't really mind, it would mean that my time with her would be slim to NONE. It would also mean they would have no way of getting ahold of me unless they decide to call at night, or email me-and since I got in trouble for writing my SUPERVISOR an email an WORK pertaining WORK, I will make sure to not email them back, I'll send them a read receipt, but that's the extent, juuust sticking to what I was told.

I finally had a good day with my fiance, we didn't fight AT ALL yesterday, it was my first day off in a while where I wasn't stressed about work, we didn't talk about my job at all...it was so nice. Then I realized the importance of having a job you like, or being able to seperate work and personal life, which i've always had issues with. I decided last week I was going to get back into massage therapy, It's something I really enjoyed doing, the pay is good, and I get to pick my own hours. I'm ready to get back into it! So excited! I didn't do it for the past year because I had so many bad experiences with men asking for "more"..if you know what I mean, I felt dirty...even though I didn't do anything just BECAUSE they expected something.

So, I made a hard decision and got my dog a bark collar about a week ago. I don't know if any of you have a dog who consistantly barks but it was driving me off the wall, I had tried everything-squirt guns, trying to teach him to "speak" and not to speak, but nothing worked...he would constantly bark at me...just look at me and bark for a half hour for no reason, he didn't need to go out, he didn't need food, he didn't want to play...he just barked. I read up on them and tested out how hard the "shock" was..and it felt like when you take off a fleece sweatshirt and you get the mini shocks. Anyways, it's worked like a charm....oh my goodness, so much stressed has left me, and to think it won't be an issue with the baby sleeping and such. It was a tough thing to do though.