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So, it is that day again. Today, if life was fair, I would be holding my 2 year old son. I don't know what his name would have been, but I know that he wasn't meant to be. If I had him, I would not have Evangeline, as she was conceived 2 weeks after his due date. That's what today is, and two years ago my AF started on his due date, and I was sobbing in bed. A month later I found out I was pregnant again, and I thought that it would heal my wounds. Last year, I was working nights and taking care of Evie all day because we were still on a waiting list for daycare. I was in tears because life was so hectic I almost forgot about Today. And now, knowing that my chances for having another baby any time soon, and AF arriving early, probably makes today that much crappier. I am going home in a couple hours, cuddling Evie, and crawling back in bed. Sorry to be so depressing this week, it is not like me I know, but we all have bad times I guess.
2 Comments on Crying, Again
soon2be3 - Friday, 24 Jul
Mil, I am so sorry. I wish I had something to say to brighten your day, but I have nothing that could make you feel any better. Very bitter-sweet. What would happen if you accidentally got pregnant in two months or four months and not a year like you may now have to plan? Would your job be able to accomodate?
nmck - Friday, 24 Jul
That is really sad. I don't know what else to say except that I can only imagine how you feel. I am crossing my fingers for you.
| 24-7-2009 - Crying, Again |  My mood while writing this blog:Sad |
So, it is that day again. Today, if life was fair, I would be holding my 2 year old son. I don't know what his name would have been, but I know that he wasn't meant to be. If I had him, I would not have Evangeline, as she was conceived 2 weeks after his due date. That's what today is, and two years ago my AF started on his due date, and I was sobbing in bed. A month later I found out I was pregnant again, and I thought that it would heal my wounds. Last year, I was working nights and taking care of Evie all day because we were still on a waiting list for daycare. I was in tears because life was so hectic I almost forgot about Today. And now, knowing that my chances for having another baby any time soon, and AF arriving early, probably makes today that much crappier. I am going home in a couple hours, cuddling Evie, and crawling back in bed. Sorry to be so depressing this week, it is not like me I know, but we all have bad times I guess.
2 Comments on Crying, Again
soon2be3 - Friday, 24 Jul
Mil, I am so sorry. I wish I had something to say to brighten your day, but I have nothing that could make you feel any better. Very bitter-sweet. What would happen if you accidentally got pregnant in two months or four months and not a year like you may now have to plan? Would your job be able to accomodate?
nmck - Friday, 24 Jul
That is really sad. I don't know what else to say except that I can only imagine how you feel. I am crossing my fingers for you.
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