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Mama Bri
Mama Bri has 137 days to go and is now in week 20
	Age: 23 Country: United States Province/region: City: Partner: My wonderful husband Josh Children: Yes, 2 Pregnant: Yes Due date: 03 Jul ,2012 Occupation: SAHM
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08-10-2009 - So far behind, never ahead

My mood while writing this blog:
concerned

So, life is throwing some curves my way. I seem to be so far behind in bills I wonder if I will ever be able to make it to the Doctors office. I feel bad for my husband. He is stressin too. My birthday is coming up next month and every day all he can say is "I am sorry if I can't do anything for you this year." It doesn't matter to me at all, just as long as we are together. But I know that as a guy he wants to do something. Not really sure what to say to him even though I tell him I am not upset every time. My parents both figured both of us out by asking how far behind we are. No parent wants to hear that their kids are atleast $500 or more behind. I have the basics covered but since Josh only works maybe 3 days a week, I pay for almost if not everything. People ask what they can do to help us but I guess mine and Josh's pride gets in the way and the answer is always "nothing". I feel bad, but trying not to stress is what people keep telling me to do. How do you keep from stressing when you can't even afford to buy groceries? That is the question for the week I guess. I know everything is going to be ok, but some times I wish it would be more than my self telling me that. I am an ambitous person and I will make this work. I know this baby didn't choose to be concieved so for thier sake, it will work.

1 Comments on So far behind, never ahead

Marescobaby - Thursday, 8 Oct
have you tried applying for food stamps? they helped me and my husband out. I am getting $500 + some extra for food... Just an idea...

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