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Mama Bri
Mama Bri has 73 days to go and is now in week 29
	Age: 25 Country: United States Province/region: City: Partner: My wonderful husband Josh Children: Yes, 3 Pregnant: Yes Due date: 03 Aug ,2013 Occupation: SAHM
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20-3-2010 - Mommy Blues

My mood while writing this blog:
down

It has been 5 days since Olivia was born. She is the easiest baby I have ever had the pleasure of being around. But then again she is my baby so I get to be around her all the time lol. Lately though I feel really down. I am not sure if it is just hormones or depression. I don't want to hurt my baby or anything like that but I find my self crying because I don't know how to raise a baby. Or crying because I am scared of how she will grow up. I am so scared for her. She is just so tiny and it is my responcibilty to make sure she grows up right. I am a Born again Christian and I am so scared how to teach her all that stuff and so scared she will not want to believe it. That sounds really strange but since being pregnant I have been struggling with my Faith. I am trying to make things better so she can see how happy in my Faith and in the Lord I am but I don't know how to begin. I cry because I miss being pregnant. I waited for so long for her to be born and now that she is here, I want her to be back in my tummy where I know she is safe from the world. I am so tired lately. I cannot wait until my hormones go back to normal.

1 Comments on Mommy Blues

NinaBo-Bina - Tuesday, 23 Mar
iThis is postpartum depression hun which is absolutely normal. Talk to your Dr. cause some cases can be sever and they have temporary meds for this. Also you must have faith that God will provde you with guidance when comes time to teach baby about God. You must take parenting one day at a time and not worry about the tomorrows. You will be fine. You'll never get more then you can handle. Keep up the good work 1st time mama! :)

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