25-11-2010 - Stuffed stuffed stuffed!

My mood while writing this blog: Happy and tired

I am soooooo full! I had the most wonderful Thansgiving with my family. I thought yesterday it was going to be a bad week but so far so good. Yesterday, when I woke up, I had some brown discharge. It hasn't stopped yet, but I went into the doctors just to be on the safe side. The baby is still alive and my cervix is closed. I was rather surprised that it didn't hurt when she checked me. It always used to, but not yesterday. I was rather calm and relaxed. So today, I was still spotting a little but nothing too serious until we went to my parents house and there were kids EVERYWHERE!!! Then I seemed to be leaking a little heavier but no red blood! Any ways, we find out what the baby is on the 17 and it couldn't come any sooner! I want to know tomorrow, not a few weeks from now! We are tying to work our butts off to make rent this month since Josh's hours were cut and that means less money. You would think that we could come up with 595 but some times other things take priority, like Diapers and formula. But we will make it threw, God always provides even with the smallest of needs. Olivia is starting to cut her two top teeth! It seems like just yesterday she was just learning how to hold her own bottle and even just fitting into her 3 month clothes....wait.....that was the day she was born, but still. She is getting so big on me! I am not sure what to do with her. She has gotten in this habbit of sleeping in bed with me when Josh isn't home and when he is, she will sleep in her bed but never when it is just me and her. I don't know what to do. I know I shouldn't give into her crying and screaming and fussiness, but I don't know what else to do! It is either let her sleep with me or get no sleep at all until Josh gets home! What would any of you do? Well I am so excited for Christmas all ready. We are hoping again to get some money to go to Indiana but we may not be able to since this pregnancy is progressing faster than either one of us would have expected! I want to have more kids but am not sure when our how many at this point. I love the pregnancy process ( all but the morning sickness that is) and I can't wait to do this again! Well I am off to go make an egg sandwich! I am in such a good mood! Good night every one!