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01-12-2010 - Why does it have to be so hard?

My mood while writing this blog:
Confused

As much as I want to start this blog out with an excited tone, I can't. I don't understand why being pregnant has to be so stressful? It seems like me and DH have been getting into it almost every day! Yesterday I woke up and all I did was ask him to take care of Olivia since I have had her for too long without a break. He told me not to snap at him. I told him not to start with me today. Anyways, to make a long story short, we got into a fight. I came out and got Olivia and the idea of divorce came up for the second time in a week. Last week it was initiated by him, this week it was by me. I was ready to leave. I was going to leave Olivia with Josh so he could have a part of me with him. He kept asking if there was something he could do to make me stay. We toned our moods down and agreed some good old fashioned chinese food would settle our problems, for a while at least. I know that being pregnant with a 8 1/2 month old was going to be hard, but we both wanted this. So I just shrugged it off with a grain of salt. But now my DH job is stressing him out and me out since it is making him stressed! We are short for rent this month. We have to pawn what we can just to get threw this week. On top of EVERYTHING else, we are not sure if our doctors appts are going to be covered or not. When I was young, my parents were killed by a drunk driver, so my family sewed the state since it was a drunk cop. Any ways, from that me and my sister were awarded some money and that is supposed to last us a while. Haha it has only lasted me since Brit was awarded a very small amount and Brandi blew threw hers from her mental handicappedness. I am not sure if that is a word, but any ways, my money is supposed to cover all medical bills. But since they just payed for my dr appts to cover me having Olivia, they may or may not decide to help out with this one. Oh boy, if they don't, that is over 5k that will come out of my and Josh's pocket. Wow, that is a lot of money if you are completely broke lol. Any ways, things will hopefully settle down and maybe get back on track. We find out what the baby is on the 17 and it seems so far away! I think it is a girl...I hope it is a girl. A few days ago, my sister and I were talking. I told her I thought I was having a girl and she told me I would be like our mom. She didn't seem to stoked about that seeing as she is the oldest and is the only one out of me and us three that remember her at all. But who knows. Well, I am off for the time being. My tummy is growling at me and DH made some delishious Chili!! I can't wait to eat it YUM!!! Hope you ladies are doing well. And Baby dust to all of you TTC!

2 Comments on Why does it have to be so hard?

jerika26 - Thursday, 2 Dec
Hang in there, girl! It's tough being pregnant, raising other kids, and being broke. It puts a strain on any relationship. My husband and I have been having some really bad problems too...threatening divorce and all that. I feel like I'm going to have a nervous break down. Just remind yourself that marriage is hard work and just try to concentrate on what you can do to make things better because it is futile to try to change them...it never works! Lots of luck. When I get stressed I put the baby in the crib and lock myself in the bathroom for a hot bath! The babies are just fine in their crib while mommy gets a minnie break!

MarySto - Wednesday, 1 Dec
Keep your head up things will hopefully work out for you and your family, try not to stress and argue too mus=ch with dh it wont do either one of you any good!!

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