07-4-2008 - April 7th, 2008

My mood while writing this blog: Sleepy

Well my mom was in town this weekend which was wonderful! I just saw her a few weeks ago, but still. I love getting to spend time with her, and relax. Dexter has been sick lately, I think he is getting teeth so he has been a little brat. But last night he was finally better and slept a little better. Ive been so tired the last few days! But hopefully I will get to catch up soon.

I have an appointment tomarrow with Dr. D to find out somemore test results. Which I am so nervous about! But Im just hoping everything will be fine and trying to stay calm.

On a funny note, the last two nights in a row, I have been having these... er.... dreams. And they are very very... hmmm... real. LOL... Im not one to talk about this stuff normally, but let me tell you... I have been having some real life "pleasure" while I am sleeping, and waking up after the fact. I didnt have this with either of my boys pregnancies. And I am not complaining.

The more time that goes by, the more I am thinking about finding out the sex. I am nervous that I wont ever get to experience having a daughter. Due to more medical concerns for me that have come up, this will have to be our last child. And I really really want a girl. I know that I will love the baby even if its a boy, but its just kind of a sad thought. I think if I were to have another boy, and it were up to me, I would have another baby. I would have a lot of babies if it were up to me, but like I said, I cant due to medical problems. After this baby, there isnt going to be an option for more kids. Ugh... No sense in worrying since I cant do anything about it, right? I mean, whats done is done.

Thats all for now. I will be sure to update tomarrow after my appointment.

Thanks for reading.