08-7-2009 - needed some sun

My mood while writing this blog: Bored

Thanks so much for all the support I have got on my last blog!

Today I am feeling a bit better, maybe it is all my crazy fellow TTCer after a loss that have been cheering me up. I think it is helping ALOT that it is sunny here today for the first time in weeks! It's still a bit cool at 60 degrees but warmer then it has been.

I still have all the same feelings of sadness and bitterness, but just not as stong today...Im all messed up maybe its my hormones?? Anyway, DH and I are going camping with our best friends this weekend and leaving the kids home. We are going to a weekend country concert with lots of my favorits like Tim McGraw, Big and Rich, and Reba MacIntyre. I cant wait! I have no idea if i have O yet since my M/C on June1st and D&C on June 16th if i have I guess I might be in the 2ww but im sure not likely... and I plan on drinking this weekend..

I just wanted to say how thankful I am to have all my superhero TTer's!! Also for my wonderful DH, I really cant explain how wonderful he is and has been over the past 6 weeks...actually the past 4.5 months really he has been taking on so much extra at home since I got my BFP and then with the loss of our first baby together. He is an amazing man! SO strong and caring all at the sametime! I am so luck to have him... Altho he will never read this I just thought I should give him some credit! :)

Now to get ready for the weekend and before that we are invited to his parents tomorrow night for a big family dinner that I am not looking forward to AT all. All the cousins will be there along with the newest family member baby ethan..he is 2 months old... not sure how I am going to feel about all the ooohing and awwwwing that will be going on over him. Maybe ill wear my cape!??

Anyway just wanted to thank you ladies for being here for me and making me feel better!! :)

Smooochsss xx ♥ Super Smoochin Mama...away