10-11-2008 - A Lil about everything

My mood while writing this blog: hehe

Ok... This is a blog about a bit of everything. First, I will start with my shower 11/09/08. The shower went really well. Of course I had a few people who said they were coming and didn't show up- one I was really upset about but that is a whole other story and I didn't let it ruin my time. I got a lot lot of clothes. I didn't get to much off my registery which I wish I did cuz that was stuff that I really needed but I was happy with what I got. I did get some duplicated stuff which I took back today and got some other things that I needed. My sister and my mom put the party together for me. It was awsome and I love them to death!!! I will put pictures up soon of the shower.

Speaking of shower and getting stuff leads me to my next topic... How much stuff do you girls get of things you need? Things such as bottles, burp cloths, bibs? I have tons of clothes now and don't really have a lot of other stuff. I am also tight on money so I would just like to get as many as I will need. I have a whole list of stuff that I want to get and really don't know if all of it is nessecary but like I said in my last blog, I am nesting and I feel the need to have every little thing. I would just like to know what some of you girls are getting and how many of each things. If you would let me know I would appreciate it. I know I still have 10 weeks left but I feel like I have to have everything now. I just spent too much money at the store oops.

Well today I went back to work. I am only allowed to work 4 hour days per my dr. Man, after having a month off I felt so tired after getting off today but the lil extra money will help right now. I'm also stressing big time about bills, mostly medical bills. I spent 8 hours in the hospital that one time and I have 4 different bills from that. It's crazy- not to mention the 4 ultrasounds I have had. My husband has a month and half off for the holidays, that is going to kill us!!! Which leads me to christmas....

I have my 4 year old son who has a lot of stuff, just about everything he needs. I don't know if me spoiling him last year for x-mas will ruin it for him this year. We won't have money thing year with new baby, trying to save for a house, and bills to go all out. Should I just buy him a big present or should I just go buy some small things? I don't want him to be disappointed but at the same time I want him to understand that gifts isn't really what x-mas is about. He gets all year around. Now if we had our own house at the moment I would have so much stuff that I could buy for him like things for a new room but that ain't the case right now. As you can tell I'm really confused. I have pregnant brain these last couple of weeks. I just don't want my son to be disappointed.

We still don't have a name for our little girl. We can't really decide. Actually, when I talk to my hubby about it it goes no where. He just sits there and looks at me. I'm about ready to pick it myself which will not make him happy but if he doesn't talk to me how can we choose? We have chose names and changed them so many times. These are the names I like at the moment. Rylee, Bralynn, Rilynn, Hailyn. Most have the nnnnn sound that would go great with Masonnnn and they all got the y thing goin on. I don't know but hopefully soon we will know.

I hope everyone else is doing well! If you got to the bottom of this blog goodness!!! Thanks for hangin in there!!! lol. Please give me advice or comments on anything I talked about. I love hearing from you ladies- it helps a lot. XXXX