09-1-2009 - 1/9/08 Induction tomorrow

My mood while writing this blog: all emotions

Well here I am it's finally time! It's 7:30 the night before I get induced. I am feeling every kind of emtion there is. I can't wait to see how this is going to go and can't wait to beable to bring my lil girl home. Tonight I got the rest of my bag put together and cleaned the whole house. Now it's time for me to rest since I have to get up about 6 6:30 to get ready to go. I hope I can sleep.

I'm going to miss my little Ashlynn moving and making my belly wiggle. This has been a total different experience than my pregnancy with my son. I was sick a lot of the time, I was put on bedrest, now I'm being induced 2 wks early. I will miss it tremendiously though. It is a bittersweet time for me. I always wanted to have 3 kids but my husband said this is our last which almost makes me sad! This is the last time I am going to feel this being inside of me that him and I gave life too! I guess I should look foward to watching her grow just like I am Mason. The time goes so fast and I just want to remember to enjoy EVERY moment.

We are under a winter storm warning. Got quite a but snow today and it is very cold outside! My winter princess will be here tomorrow. I love you Ashlynn! We can't wait to meet you including Mason. He is so excited to see his lil sister for the first time.

I'm so emotional right now. Writing this my eyes are filling up with tears! I have so many mixed feelings and I just want to be doing the right thing (as far as being induced) This really has been amazing and I have enjoyed carrying you (miss Ashlynn) for the last nine months!!!