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30-7-2009 - Day 2 of testing.........

My mood while writing this blog:
ugh...........

So, I tested again this morning, and got another very very faint line. It showed up in about 3 minutes. But it is VERY faint. Now I remember when I was pregnant with my second child that I used test strips and the last one I had taken before my BFP I thought was negative, only to look at it after I got my BFP to see an extremely faint line. I have 3 kids, so I've taken a lot of pregnancy tests, and I have never had a false positive before. I'm going to puke! I am so torn right now. Part of me thinks that it will be fine, and the realistic part of me thinks, WHAT AM I GOING TO DO??? This will be 2 forms of birth control that have failed! My Lily was conceived on the mini pill, and now an IUD? If I am PG God definitely wants me to have a bunch of kids........... What am I going to do? We are dirt poor right now. I am going to school for nursing, we don't have a big enough car, we don't have a big enough house. Our business is in the toilet, and there are no jobs where we live. Okay so I'm going to calm down and wait 2 days to test again. I can't even afford the nice PG tests, so I'll have to keep using up these cheap ones. Wish me luck, though I'm not really sure what that is yet. : )

7 Comments on Day 2 of testing.........

Miracle 3 - Saturday, 1 Aug
Great notes from your friends to encourage you.

God is good and He has a plan for you! Children are a blessing from Him and He will help you!

( I will say congrats already cause it sounds like you are!)

roosa - Friday, 31 Jul
I am truly sorry this is stressing you out.. Please keep in mind that if this is God's will, and it seems like it, then He will also take care of all things and provide what you need. He does own the cattle on a thousand hills. It is difficult to remember at times, but the past few years that has been so evident for me. I know He will take care of you. Love and hugs, Karin

firstmommy08 - Friday, 31 Jul
Carrie, don't fret girlie. Just like you said, if this is what God wants than so be it.....

I'm really stressed about finances myself these days. I think most of the country is. My husband has been laid off since Feb. He's probably not going to be called back. The unemployment is sure to run out soon and I don't know what's going to happen. I was thinking even to myself, "should I even be trying to become pregnant right now?"

Don't fret. Sending you bunches of hugs!! Hang in there girlie!! ((Hugs)) Sam

RainbowRach - Friday, 31 Jul
....and take a deep breath x x try not to panic just yet. Racing into the future will not help you right now. I firmly believe everything happens for a reason and it will all be fine.

It might be best to do to the Docs and get them to give you a test. Good luck, for whichever way you want it to go ;)

ren - Thursday, 30 Jul
OOh my ... I am sorry you are having to stress out and worry about this. Maybe youshould talk to your husband, you should nt deal with this on your own!!

Trini - Thursday, 30 Jul
God Bless you. I hope you are not pregnant, especially with an IUD. I don't want to freak you out. There is a high risk of a tubal pregnancy with an IUD in place, so if you are indeed pregnant get to a Dr. ASAP to get a tubal pregnancy ruled out.

On another note.. if you are, you already have 3... and people say once you are past 3 any more kids are NBD. I can't speak from experience though. It will work out. You are a good mommy.

MrsMommy2 - Thursday, 30 Jul
Aww hun im sure everything will be okay. Things have a way of working themselves out in the end. Deep breathes and I guess all you can do for now is wait and see what happens. I know waiting is always the worse part! ((hugs))

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