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27-4-2008 - BAD mood

My mood while writing this blog:
Bad

Today was hard on me. I just was so sick all day long and nothing has made me feel better. I TRY so hard everyday to have a good attitude and it's getting harder and harder. It's one thing to be almost in my 9th month of being pregnant. It's another thing being this far along, being nauseated all the time, throwing up and having PTL. Believe or not, I used to get excited just when I had to go to the bathroom because it meant getting out of bed. BUT...now I am back to struggling just to get to the restroom without throwing up. I am just miserable today! Doesn't help that we had family in town that I couldn't see because I was too sick. The playoff games that I had tickets to...and I'm watching at home....and the family went to Outback tonight. Outback sent me over the edge. I LOVE OUTBACK. I'm pregnant, hormonal, bitchy an sad. I haven't broken down and I have no idea how I have kept it together. I'm just really sick of being sick! :( BOOOOOOOOOO I hope tomorrow is a better day and that I leave my bad attitude behind!

2 Comments on BAD mood

StillinHisCare - Monday, 28 Apr
Tisha is right. I remember just being overdue with my third one... I was SO frustrated and felt like he would NEVER get here!!! The pregnancy seemed interminable!!!! And you are going through more torment than I!!!!! I am sooooo sorry! And I think you have every right to complain!! Complain loudly!!! :) In very difficult spots (and in divorce and 19 years of marriage, I KNEW pain on a first-name basis!!) I love the scripture that talks about David (that is KING David) poured out his complaint before the Lord!!!

You know how my story went! One surprising afternoon, my water broke! Hours later, I had beautiful Ollie in my arms!!!! He DID get here! And he has been one of the biggest blessings of my life for over 17 years with his kind heart toward this mother!! Your Johnny WILL get here and you WILL get out in that world again! You WILL feel strong and healthy and so grateful for each day... remember your cancer treatment days (you poor dear!) and they came to an end, leaving you full of zest and joy!!

I understand leaving a whole season behind! The other day I thought about making soup --- it's just one of my favorite activities during cold weather... I wondered where my soup days went now as the days are heating up (yuck!)... and I remembered! Ahhhh, yes. I spent most of the good soup days 2007-8 SICK ON THE COUCH OR IN BED!!!!!!!!!!!! One season down! But then I thought ahead to little Ty, smelling Mommy's soup NEXT soup season!!!!! They will become a part of his life (Lord willing) and this will become just a memory... and a good story!! :)

I have never been to Outback, but I hear they have a killer chocolate cake! :) One day we should meet for dessert!!!!

Hugs to you dear one! You are doing a VERY GOOD work!!! HANG ON!!!! It's almost done!!!!!
Love, SA

startingoverat37 - Sunday, 27 Apr
Sweety you have a right to have a bad attitude! I wish I could help you more than just my words. Why aren't your friends in town coming over to just sit with you??? You are such a good friend to others why aren't they being there for you now?

I know this prison is almost over for you but I also rememebr the feeling of the last hours still feeling so hopeless! The prison will come to a screeching halt soon. Prepare yourself for the symptom free days ahead where you will have to get used to waking up normal and not being used to that. It does take a few weeks to get used to it! I neevr thought that would be a issue but it was. The mentality changes. I love you and I am here for you as much as you need me. You are in my thoughts and prayers love.

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