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| 25-2-2009 - As I thought |
My mood while writing this blog: Can\'t describe it... |
ok so I had my doctors appointment at the hospital with my new gynocologist, not sure if thats spelt right, but shes a really nice woman, little did I know that she could give me the results of the pap smear while I was laying there on the table, did not expect it, however its better then waiting another 2-3 weeks for it to come back, she said theres a small abnormal spot on my cervix, however, didn't quite exactly say what "abnormal" ment, like if it related to cervical cancer or whatever it was, she wasnt going to do a biopsy because she said that they only do that if its a big abnormal spot.. they are just going to keep a close eye on it I guess, however, I'm glad that whatever it is, has been caught before it went any further, but when I found out at the time.. I wasn't that relieved I almost felt like crying actually I couldn't see the fact that they caught it so they can do something about it, all I seen it as was .. " omg .. I'm infected" kind of thing, weird way your mind works but anyway was a little while before that finally sank in .. still hoping they can do something about it if it developes into something bigger or just hope that it just.. goes away so I don't have to suffer at all .. anyway thats about it... hopefully going to have another ultrasound soon..
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