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08-4-2009 - Grieving my loss

My mood while writing this blog: getting through

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I just want to thank all of you wonderful ladies for your prayers and kind words. I had a graveside service for my girls. It was just so peaceful and beautiful in a way. I know I will see my precious babies again. I am so happy for everyone that their pregnancy is going great and healthy. Enjoy every minute of it and cherish it forever. You never know when it can be taken away in a second. This week has been so hard. I have had the best support from family and friends it amazing. We do want to try again soon. We were prepared for babies not this. We do want another child. BUT I will never forget my baby girls and I do thank God everyday for letting me carry my girls for those precious 17 weeks. I do need to start over though with everything. Its so hard to see everyone moving on. Please no one take offense to me starting fresh. I am so happy for you all and hope your pregnancies go great its just to hard to come on here reading updates and new belly pictures. I tried just not looking but I do care about you guys and my curiosity takes over. God bless you all and take care.

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6 Comments on Grieving my loss


mrs estrada - Sunday, 26 Apr
I'm so sorry for your loss! I lost 2sons one at 37weeks and other at 27 weeks, now on feb 13, 09 I lost my other son at 20weeks, he was so little his hands was just as small, It hurts everyday seeing his urn knowing his little sprit is in there, I have a daughter were happy shes grow strong and health but the lost of a babe we never go away. stay strong God bless you and you love ones.

redheadmama - Friday, 10 Apr
oh my heart just aches and aches for you. may God be your comfort and strength. and may you be filled with hope, knowing that you will see your sweet girls again someday. blessings to you. and I will pray for you. I can not begin to imagine your pain. take care of yourself. xx

LizDW - Friday, 10 Apr
Take care of yourself sweetie, and let your family take of you too. *Hugs to you*

mindygallo22 - Wednesday, 8 Apr
Still thinking about you daily!! ((((((((HUGS))))))))

~Tarin~ - Wednesday, 8 Apr
I cannot say that I know what you are going through, but I can understand and accept what you say. Take the time that you and your husband need to grieve, and your other children as well! Take care of yourself and know that you will have happiness again.

Xaviers Mommy :) - Wednesday, 8 Apr
again I am sorry for your loss........my thoughts and prayers will be with you and your family! MY GOD BLESS YOU.