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| 24-5-2009 - Finding out! |
My mood while writing this blog: nervous excitement |
I started dating Ron this month. We'd had a few times out together, but with friends, and never went home together. But we'd been talking and flirting for weeks. So finding out I am pregnant in the same month we conceived, and even started being intimate was not expected.
But I showed him the pregnancy test a few hours after I pee'd on it. And he is taking it so well!
I have had to kids alone, and know how that is to go through. So this is a whole new experience for me! And I'm really excited.
Excited even though my oldest is turning 15 and starting High School this year. Excited even though my youngest is turning 9 in June! Excited even though I truly enjoy my social life, and my friends. Excited even though I'm not married, and we don't live together. Maybe more excited for that. I love my bed alone, don't tell anyone!
Anyhow, right now it's a secret, we haven't told anyone, much... Our best friends is about all. And I just emailed my mother in Wales. She'll be happy about it, and I need her support. She was my coach the first two kids. OMG, just saying that...
So I had my first naturally, no medications, and it was painful. I tore, and had an episiotomy. It took about a year to not have pain down there. The second was going to be with an epidural, but ended up being a footling breach, so on with the c-sect. So this one will also be c-sect. I'm not about to risk a v-bac.
And the sect was so much less painful. Might have been because they actually tried to control my pain, where when you say natural they don't let you change your mind, ha ha!
1 Comments on Finding out!tquinn -
Monday, 25 May Hi, I agree about the c-section I have had 5 kids the last one was a section and I was like, man why didn't I get one of these before. lol