24-11-2008 - Ready To Have This Baby!

My mood while writing this blog: Depressed

I really do hate to complain.. I mean after all of the TTC and miscarriages I should be so excited about all the symptoms and pains of pregnancy but OMG I sooooo ready to have this baby!!!! I may only get about 3 or 4 hours of sleep each night, I have heartburn all day long, my back is absolutely killing me :( and now I'm starting to get the nausea back. I actually call myself dedicating Saturday to shop for the nursery and get her some more things and after walking in WalMart for about 30 minutes I thought I was gonna die!! My back was hurting so bad I had to just sit down and after that call it a day. Its my fault I did no exercising this whole pregnancy and I told myself I was gonna walk and do things right so my body will be prepared but I didn't and now I'm feeling the repercussions. I can't eat.. if I eat more than half a plate of food my stomach feels like its gonna burst and my chest/throat are on fire.

I'm just ready to have my baby and get my body back to normal and see my little princess. I actually had a dream about her last night :) I know, I know I shouldn't be complaining and should just be thankful but I'm just soooo ready. Well l'm gonna stop venting and rambling now, just had to get a few things off my chest.