20-4-2009 - Baby Daddy Drama

My mood while writing this blog: Angry

Ladies, I just don't know what to do.. after having Nylah the first month or so was real good...we were getting along and enjoying our new babygirl but then these last couple of weeks have been straight hell. We argue all the time.. Sex (hahahaha) thats a distance memory and if we do have it.. it maybe once or twice out the week and for me it seems like a chore.. I'm never in the mood. We were living together but with the arguing we decided its best to part ways.. so that brings up another issue with him only seeing her once or twice out the week (weekends) and she cries all the time with him because they haven't bonded like they should. I tell him its his fault because he's not there and when he is .. he needs to do things like feed her, bathe her so she can get comfortable with him but he never does so thats his fault.

I think he probably will end up cheating or dealing with someone else because what we have just isn't working. If he does cheat and I catch him.. ITS COMPLETELY OVER!!!!!!! I just don't know what to do should I try to work things out or should I leave it be.. I'm just tired.