23-9-2008 - IM 20 WEEKS TODAY!!!!! LONG BLOG LADIES

My mood while writing this blog: im happy and excited

well ladies i hit the halfway mark today and im really glad..i have to go to the doctor today and i wanna hear my babys heartbeat..hes finally moving a lot now and i love it i want his daddy to be able to feel it too. well the night before last i didnt skleep so well and i stiil continue to catch a cold. im sneezing and coughing all over the plac. Kienan has the cold too..dosent matter im still gonna be all over my man sick or not..i think we shared enough germs already...how gross. lmao. i went to the hospital the other dayand im jus letting you guys know now sorry..well what happened (BEWARE OF THE BIG TMI AHEAD)was hubby must be getting bigger down there or im getting smaller cuz it felt like i was torn a new hole..this is while bd as u may have guessed well im gonna s[are u guys the gorey details well to make a long story short. i wind up bleeding and i went to the hospital the following day. i get to the hospital and wanted to do a walk in but it was too late so they sent me to labor and delivery..they got me in a room and made me strip down and put on the robe..the nurse put the toco on my belly but didnt turn the fetal heart monitor on i wonder why but i did hear her say she wasnt gonna bother..what a bitch. well i kept moving so the machine picked up everything...well i wasnt contracting and i had gotten 2 naps in and still didnt see a doctor..the all occured from 4 to 6 p.m....6:30 rolls around and still no doctor and the nurse didnt even come back to check on me...7 pm rolls around and still no doctor..phone is dying then so i had nothing to play with anymore...then at 7:15 the doctor comes in and checks to see in im closed (keep in mind i said i was sore fron the sex that happened the day before) this woman comes in amtears a third hole and im telling her shes hurting me and still shes digging...well i have to wait another 2 hours to get a bs sono and they sent me home..I GOT HOME AT 10:30 p.m!!!!!! well im not happy with that visit and im gonna let my doctor kno about that...sorry for such a long first blog but i had to share my pain with my sisters..lol