29-10-2008 - when will something work out in my favor

My mood while writing this blog: depressed

well the title speaks for itself. i feel so bad about a lot lets start with the fact that i cant focus where in the school im in. its way to big too many ppl andi cant see and i always seem to be placed in the back. i dont have glasses yet but i will soon have them but i just cant focus with the lack of attention paid to me. that sounds selfish cuz im not the only one b ut whys is it that there are 30+ students in one room and non of us seem t obe getting it except for the damn short ppl in the front..ITS CUZ THE TALL PLL CANT SEE NOR CAN WE GET THE PROPER ATTENTION PAID TO US. call it what u want but i am a very bright pupil if i say so myself so why cant i do what i have t ocomfortably. its sucks how bad i feel cuz some of it isnt my fault. what is my fault is that i failed math and chemistry cuz math looks like hyrogliphics if it isnt taught well and u guessed it! IT ISNT. i dont kno what to do here. if i stay i will have to go to summer school if i go i will have to get my GED which isnt so bad cuz i can jus go to college and get a degree in nursing and work faster than the process in high school. I HATE LEHMAN HIGH SCHOOL. this is definetly a rant but i dont care cuz it isnt everyone in the school. its just the certain ppl who dont seem to know how to teach.