02-8-2009 - Sick of alot

My mood while writing this blog: ugh

First an update on my doctor's appointment on Friday. I woke up at about 4:30 on Friday with severe menstrual like cramping so I told my dr. about them when I got to my appointment so after being weighed, bp checked and urine they told me that they were going to check my cervix just to make sure everything was okay. It was, my cervix was still closed. But, I am still measuring at 36 weeks and he didn't want to do another ultrasound considering I had one 2 weeks before so now I have to go back in 1 week to keep a close eye on me.

I am just in a crappy mood altogether this weekend. My kids won't get along with each other, and they refuse to listen to me. And my husband won't pull his weight around here at the house. Yes, he has mowed the yard, but that is just because he doesn't want me doing it anymore. I cook, clean and take care of the kids without any help. I have been trying to get everything ready for her arrival and cook and clean up without any help. His excuse is that his tooth is hurting, which I know it is, but my back and everything else is hurting and that doesn't stop me. I can't wait for his oral surgeon appointment next Friday so that he can't use his tooth as an excuse anymore.

He is also thinking about taking a different job so that he may be home every night. This scares me on a few different levels. One, it is a 4.50 paycut on the hour and two, he will be home every night and I don't know if I can take him being home every night. He is only home the weekends now and won't help me at all. What will it be like if he is home every single night?

I guess I am done complaining for awhile. Thanks for listening.