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| 09-4-2008 - 35 weeks - 4/08/08 |
My mood while writing this blog: Ok |
Went on our hospital tour today. Everyone else was 20 something weeks along, guess I waited till the last minute! We're delivering at a small community hospital about 20 minutes from our home. I thought I would be okay during the tour since I know that I can LEAVE when it's over, but I gotta say... As soon as I saw those beds that break down in the labor rooms I started freaking out. My heart would NOT stop pounding and once they took us by the surgical suites I was struggling to hold back the vomit. Ugh. I have a hospital phobia and just being in there knowing that I will have to come back in about a month to deliver our little girl resulted in something closely resembling a panic attack. I'm not afraid of labor, not really even afraid of surgery, I just can't stand hospitals! It's something about checking in and being under someone else's complete and total control until they decide to let you leave. You just have no say when you're there and that freaks me out.
Ugh. This will soon be over. This will soon be over. This will soon be over. And I won't have to do it again.
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