20-7-2009 - My My what a week....

My mood while writing this blog: super tired, and stressed.

Well I am back to give an update about what happend on Friday night..First of all I really want to thank everyone who has been thinking of us on such a hard time. You ladies are great, and you keep me positive.

The entire week starting on Monday was weird first I found out that my dad who races motercycles got into a bad accident and I am very close to him. He is doing much better thank god. Then Jesses father had an accident at work and hurt his arm pretty good. So really off to a bad start.

Friday was the worst day of my life, and I don't wish it on anyone. I found out that Jesse ex was trying to talk to him beause she broke up with her fiance thaty got me really upset, we had a discusion and I said that he had to get her off Facebook because that is where she sent the message. ( I got so upset I deleted my account) Like I already had a very emotional week then this was just not good. So he was a dear and took her off.

I was always super busy as usual with the boys I decided when I had the two boys that I would quit work till they were in school full time then go back then So I am sole person who takes care of my boys 24/7 I keep them busy plus staying on top of all the work in the house. and let me tell you taking care of 2 boys ages 3 and 4 isn't such an easy task a lot of energy, lol... but I do get through it all I love being busy and I am not used to just laying back and not doing anything, but I have to do it for Nate now.

So after the boys are in bed that Friday night Jesse and I had some alone time and well you know where that ended up, so didn't help the already stressful week.

I started have contractions about 2 hrs after the deed they were about 2 minutes apart lasting 30 to 45 secs Well I got scarred and called the hospital I took an advil which I found out want a good idea tried to drink water, then the nurse said to go into the bath for 20 mins and see if they stop, they didn't they got worse and right through the back so we called the grandparents over to watch the boys then we got to the hospital and all the test began I didn't like these test very much but I would do anything for my little man to make it here safe. first thing they did was moniter the contractions then the heartrate of Nate my blood pressure was hugh because I was so stressed. I stayed on the moniters for a few hours they had to call for my results of my ultrasound to find out where my plecenta was before they can do an internal. well my plecenta has moved so that was great. They checked and she said that my cervix is still long thank god and she could get a finger thru so I lost my plug. They gave me a shot of Demeral ? don't know how to spell it!! and that never stopped the contractions. So in the morning the decided to give me an iv a shot of steriods and 3 pills one every 15 minutes it was called adalant?! like a blood pressure med well let me tell you that never sat well with me I got all flushed in the face then my heartrate was 144 my blood pressure dropped to 100/44 really low for me I felt like I ws going to faint they had to flush it out of my system. they gave me a long acting dose the rest of the time we were in the hosipal they wanted to make he got he second dose of steriods in his system that took 48 hours of a really bad heart problems, let me tell you if I had to do it again I would for him, but my body took a beating. blood pressure up and down I also have a heart murmer so didn't make it any better. So with all that I am glad to say is is doing well and still inside I have another day till he is 33 weeks and he is a blessing for sure every 24 hrs count now. They wanted to keep me in for 2 weeks but I promised to take it easy at home I really miss my boys. There was a girl across from my room who had her baby at 33 weeks and he was fine but I cried when I seen him he was so small. I was so upset seeing all the healthy newborns who were full term and I was just hoping to make it that far. So now I am on bed rest with limted activities. Jesse took a few days off of work to help me and my mom is flying here on Wedsday for the remender of the time till I have him. I tell you I have never had this happen before and it is super scarry I hope he stays in for a few more week 4 would be great.

I am thankful for my family who has helped through this hard time and Jesse is just a dear he stayed with me the entire time that I was in the hospital.

* Summery of what they think stated the contractions was of course the deed, and I have an irritable uterus. I had my strep test done and that is neg , I had blood and urine test done and never had an infection, and they did that new test to see if he might come early within the next 10 thru 14 days and that was negative which is not 100% but I am happy with that.

Now this is a long enought blog hope all is well with everyone thats again for all your kind words, and still think of us please I will gie you ladies updates on how things are going as much as possible.