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| 12-6-2008 - June |
My mood while writing this blog: Ok |
I am turning 30 yo around this time. Since I was 15 I am looking forward to be 30 and feel like an adult. YAI!!!! Utterly exciting. However I have been so invested in baby-prep stuff and in waiting for the baby, that I have not been thinking a lot about my own BD. Actually, I cannot even plan how I want to celebrate because I might just be giving birth or recovering from it... hopefully I won't be still waiting around for little one to come or I would be going crazy.
On the other hand... I am so annoyed and I want to give birth right now but apparently baby is very happy in there and not coming out. My worst fear is to be over-due, because I am not good with waiting and waiting hurts in my body. So my mood is even worse. Every day I wake up thinking that this is it and I say goodbye to my belly and think of how nice it will be to see my feet again, but nothing happens. Everynight I think uh! my water could break tonight or I could have really effective contractions tonight, and feel so ready to jump into the mom-of-a-newborn phase... and I am still waiting. AAAAARGHHHH!!!!
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Thursday, 12 Jun Happy Birthday to you too!