31-1-2009 - Update on my past few days

My mood while writing this blog: better today

Hello ladies and I first of all want to say that I hope all of you are doing ok with everything.

I haven't been on for a couple of days because I have been ran crazy around my house for some of you. You already know about the issue with my son and the doctors and the upcoming test that he has to have done this coming thursday and friday, Anyways in the mean time my husband turns out and gets a really bad tooth ache and the whole left side of his face swells up, He tried to go to work, but just couldn't do it. So for 2 days I had to wait on him hand and foot plus take care of the house the dogs and the wash and cooking and etc. it goes on and on. I have to keep my house very clean because of my sons asthma so I was getting a work out that was just plan out wearing me out,

Lastnight I finally lost it and started to cry. I tried to hold back the tears, but I just couldn't anymore I couldn't take it no more, I had enough of it all, I was way to stressed out from everything, first I would have to get up at 1am. after getting to bed at 11pm. to get my husband his lunch and all when he was going to work with this tooth problem, and then I would have to get up with my son when he woke up in the middle of the night, and then again I would get up at 5am. to get my mom off to work, and for 2 days I had to take her in to work because she was afraid to drive on the icy roads, So here I am getting my son up and around and take the dogs outside to go potty and then get everything ready to take her in and then get home and start cleaning and feed my son and so on, I just had it couldn't take it in without crying anymore as of lastnight.

After I cried and told my husband that I couldn't take it no more that it was bothering me fully anymore he finally was able to get around this morning a little bit, and help out some what, and do things for himself, So that was better for me.

So thats why I am doing better today after the past couple of days of He**. and thats why I haven't been on altely just way to much going on around this house to get anytime for myself, but here I am getting a moment to be on here but still got things to do so I have to get off of here and get those things done maybe will be bale to get on here tonight talk to you all later and hope you all are doing good....