11-4-2009 - missing my belly!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My mood while writing this blog: sad

I just wanted to see how many other people that have given birth already miss their belly badly.......I do I really miss my belly it hurts to see it all gone just like that and yet it took so much time to achieve.........

When I was pregnant all i wanted was it all over with cause I was sore and uncomfortable and heartburn and the sleepless nights, and so much more, but now thats it gone I want it all back.....

I wish I wouldn't of allowed the dr. to induce me to make me feel better i really wish I didn't cause I really wanted to see how far I would go and how big he would truely be and i ruined it by letting the dr. induce me to end the pain and such for me......boohoo

now I am wanting another one and this time I will NOT get induced nor will I complain at all......i promise I just want my belly back and plus husband and I are wanting our little baby girl....even though it's a 50 50% chance of getting the gender that you want it is something that we are willing to take a chance with cause no matter what the gender comes out to be we will love it no matter what just as much.....

Just to let everyone know we are taking our chance as of today being day one....*Smile*.......yes we did the nasty lol......so hopfully we will achieve but getting pregnant while breastfeeding is hard to do, but it is ok......what happens happens and what doesn't isn't meant to be then I guess

Wish us baby girl dust please everyone and please don't condem me for being human and wanting another one so fast, I am human and everyone is differant just because i want one right now doesn't mean that I am going to be prego's right away it can take months, but I am not out to please you or your life style I am out to fullfill mine and my husbands and thats it......thank you to all of you that understand where I am coming from......