30-4-2009 - pp bleeding

My mood while writing this blog: happy and tired

ok this is weird the 28th I bled bright red blood and heavier than normal all day long, and then also during the night as well.........

Then on the 29th. I bled bright red blood with very tiny and I mean tiny but noticable clots.......all day long now the only thing about this day was that I was cleaning all day long, but nothing really hard though.....when I went to bed though I didn't really bleed at all just a little bit and thats all, but right before I went to bed though I was standing at the kitchen table and folding clothes and I got a crampy like pain on my right side.....and i went pee afterwards and I got a lot of bright red blood that had came out while I was peeing like as if it was my period that started or something ya know. and when I wiped I had a lot of blood as if it were period like amounts on the toilet paper, now when I went to bed for the night not long after all of that there......when I got up in the morning I noticed that I had only spotted brownish blood and thats all, and then I got my shower and I hurried up and got my pad on because normally when I get out of the shower and haven't really bled the night before i start bleeding bright red blood right away....

Thinking nothing of it i went on with my morning carried my children downstairs and did what i normally do in the mornings like get my younger son breastfed, and laid down, and then I get my older son breakfast, and his meds and all that good stuff and let my dog out to go potty, and back in, and then I get breakfast myself, well when I went to the bathroom i went to get a pad to change and i had noticed that i didn't bleed at all not even a drop of blood was on the pad.....

I am lost though because I have had a problem with stopping bleeding the past 3 pregnancies and had to get meds to help me stop bleeding, now my husband and I have been having intercourse if you look at my agenda all the dates that we have made love are marked on there......I highly doubt that I am pregnant though who knows though anything is possible right?....lol.....i wouldn't care if I was or wasn't it is just that I am confused with this bleeding, also I got weighed on the 28th. at the dr's office and I went up in my weight again 2lbs. more up to be presis about it.......my husband has been saying that I have been really moody lately, and omg I have been so tired too, but guess what I have an excuss for that all as well though moodyness is because of PP mood swings....and the tiredness is because i wake up during the night to feed my son......and the weight gain might be because of my body retaining water from having to drink so much.....who knows though what do you think?

I am not tring to get anyone to tell me that I am pregnant i am more or less wondering if this has happened to anyone else, and what was there outcome to it all? Thanks so much and hope all of you ladies are doing good.....