19-8-2008 - Car Accident...

My mood while writing this blog: Loving God

Im shoutitng and praising God in this place.

Driving home from work yesterday my mind drifted off for just a moment. I started thinking about some things that were going on in my life and how I need to just keep praying because God can see me through anything that is placed in my way. As I snapped out of my thought process I see the traffic backed up and I slammed on the breaks .... scccccccrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeetttttttttcccchhhhh... BOOM! I hit the car in front of me.

I sat in my car for a moment and the man that I hit ran to my car and asked if I was ok. I told him I felt fine, Glory be to God. The entire front right hand side of my car smashed, cracked, and scratched. But I remained calm...

I called my sister in Christ and we talked for a moment. I told her that I was not upset nor was I going to be becaue I know that my child has to dwell in my body and I would do nothing to disrupt her comfort place. I told her how Im realizing more and more that the devil wants to attack me. Before I found out I was pregnant I was so strong in my faith. Not to say I was perfect but God is and was working on me. Regardless if I lost my possesions, money, place of living, job, car or whatever it may be I would still praise and love God. The one thing the devil knew that would take me for a spin was being pregnant. I had been struggling with not being sexually active.

The devil tried to tell me that I wasnt good enough for God and that He would not listein to my prayers because of the things I have done. He made me feel ashamed and unloved. I had to reclaim my relationship with God ... staring the devil in the face and screaming at the top of my lungs that he is a liar and God would never turn his back to me because He loves me! It was a struggle but I overcame and I am so thankful.

I told my sister in Christ that the devil tried to attack me with this baby but what the devil meant for my destruction God means for my deliverance. Now that I love everything that he tried to attack me with (my baby) the devil must be crazy if he's going to take her from me by creating an accident that would cause me to be upset and emotionally out of controll. I called the devil out yesterday and I laughed in his face because he misjudged just how strong God is and has molded me into becoming.

The devil is a lie and he has no place here... Glory be to God!!! Im still standing...