29-6-2009 - Just maybe???

My mood while writing this blog: In good spirits

Well just thought I'd update on the situation with my babys father, for my own peace of mind really & just to see it written down.

As some of u maybe aware, we were together for a short time & due to me coming out of a long term relationship with my previous partner I ended things because I wasn't sure what I wanted but then shortly after I found out I was pregnant. I told him as soon as I found out & even though he couldn't be here (he was in the navy & was in Ireland @ the time) he was really caring & concerned for me & never once asked me to re-think having this child. He only had a few months left in the navy & said that once he left he wanted us to get together again & raise our baby together. To cut a long story short, he came with me for my 2nd scan (couldn't be here for the 1st one) & then shortly after he went to work with his brother in Paris for 6weeks but kept in contact with me the whole time wanting to know how me & the baby were.

Well he got back from Paris last week & we have spent loads of time together since & think that maybe we have a real chance of making a go of it, I don't want to jinx anything but we have gone out for dinner & spent time together with his family & have been getting on so well, I even spent last night with him, the only thing that keeps me from really going for it is that I have heard rumours about him in the past being a bit of a ladies man & I just don't want to put all my trust in him to find out he is messing about on me because I don't give 2nd chances & if he messes up I don't want our baby to have to put up with two warring parents (does that make sense?)

If anyone has any advice I would really appreciate it or if anyone has been through a similar situation I would like to hear from u!