16-6-2008 - first log

My mood while writing this blog: stuck between anticipation, nervousness and overweling joy

hello to everyone!

this will be my second child, and 5th pregnancy (i hope everything goes well this time around)

the doctor is of the opinion that its twins cause the hcg count was way higher than it should be and ive been keeping a very close eye on my dates!

wow, twins........... and a toddler..... that will be a mission!

my son Luka is 18months old and is going through that loving stage where he is destroying everything in site and being naughty on purpose to get extra attention. i think he is jeoulous already, he doesnt understand that there are babies growing in mummy but because i have been so sick (i got hit from all sides morning sickness, rather all day sickness, and the flu.... not fun) so his daddy has been doing alot of the things i usualy do (like nappy changes casuse i cant stomach it anymore), and i think he misses me....

i am going for my first ultrasound tomoro, i am so nervous! my husband is upset because he cant come with us cause he has to go to tafe.

i just want to be sure that the baby/babies are in the right place and they are healthy, but most importantly i want to find out how many there are!

one will be great and two will be amazing, but personaly i dont care as long as they are well.

i think my husband is freaking out that it could be twins, i got pre eclamsia badly with Luka and i think he is worried that this might be another hard pregnancy for us all, but i think its got more to do with having three kids crying at us.

still not sure how to handle twins and a toddler, it will be hard.