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| 21-10-2009 - HELP!!! |
My mood while writing this blog: Soooo sad, Angry, lost |
So my so called bf which I thought we were ok, decides he is not in love with me and doesn't know what he wants, and is stressing over the Marines. He is in Fl about to pick up in his school so he has been gone for 8 months except 10days he was able to come home back in september. I am going crazy. I don't want to do this alone and I love him and theres nothing more then I want for him to be here when she is born. I don't even know if he is going to try and make it home. He says he is going to help out anyway he can but I an doubting this. I told him I don't want to talk to him unless it is about our daughter and he said so be it, soooo I haven't heard from him since this sunday which is when we had this conversation. His mom said she was going to talk to him so I am going to call her tonight and see what she says, I have so many storys to share with him but I don't want to call. I am lost in what I should do. Should I just leave him alone. He has done this once before to me saying he is not in Love with me and doesn't know what he wants. I don't think there is another girl involved because he is in training and has a bunch of rules to follow. But you never know. :' (
3 Comments on HELP!!!angela32 -
Wednesday, 21 Oct Be strong and remember its all about the baby now....I would let it be for a while though let him get his thoughts together and if he doesn't com around well you have ur baby girl ....always!Good luck! claire louise -
Wednesday, 21 Oct I am really sorry to hear that. I ope all plans out for you hun. Gd luck.x kathrien -
Wednesday, 21 Oct I am very sorry bout that I don't really have any advice but I hope everything works out great and if it don't u still have a lil baby girl in ur life that will bring lots of joy