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1 Comments on Why does it have to HURT so much???
mamalvs4 - Friday, 7 Aug
i understand your pain, really i do. my ex was an alcoholic that i left to give me and my son a better life.he swore the same thing to me, but in reality hooked up with one of my best friends, while we were still together. He doesnt really care for her TRUST me. addicts need someone it doesn't really matter who as long as they will enable them! youll be better off and youll know it soon
| 06-8-2009 - Why does it have to HURT so much??? |  My mood while writing this blog:hurt, sad, mad ... |
What's WRONG with me?? I knew that I wanted OUT of the relationship with my husband, after everything that he did to me, so WHY does it have to HURT so bad to hear about him with someone else? Especially, after him swearing NEVER to give up on me ... he's a crack addict, why did I ever expect him to shape up and maybe prove his love for me & our son, by trying to make things "right" after doing SO-OOO much wrong?? WHY do I waste tears on a man like that?? WHY??? Why do I miss the few things that were good about him, like the way he'd always hold my hand while I slept, or the way he'd rub my head - the same thing my son has suddenly started doing ... WHY am I jealous that some other girl gets that, even though I know he really probably doesn't care for her, either (just like me, I guess) Why? Why?? Why???
God, I just want to STOP hurting SO FREAKING MUCH!!! My poor baby will be born with depression, at this rate!! :o(
1 Comments on Why does it have to HURT so much???
mamalvs4 - Friday, 7 Aug
i understand your pain, really i do. my ex was an alcoholic that i left to give me and my son a better life.he swore the same thing to me, but in reality hooked up with one of my best friends, while we were still together. He doesnt really care for her TRUST me. addicts need someone it doesn't really matter who as long as they will enable them! youll be better off and youll know it soon
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