25-6-2009 - Stressed and Pregnant 6.25.09

My mood while writing this blog: Stressed out

So today has been a crazy day. I am planning my wedding and am 10 weeks (11 tomorrow) pregnant. Today I got upset because my bridesmaids wanted to wear a dress that I think they will look better than me in my gown. I am tired and all I do is cry right now. It has to be normal to feel fat and disgusting about yourself when you are pregnant; otherwise I am going to go crazy. I am trying to get to the gym now because I feel like my arm flab needs to go before I put on my beautiful strapless gown in less than 2 and ½ months. STRESS has taken over my life now. And everyone keeps telling me I need to relax and how easy this will be…blah blah blah…Don’t they realize I’m planning a wedding and planning for a baby. Oh and I have to still find a daycare facility because I have to go back to work when the baby is 3 months old.