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| 02-4-2008 - Pregnancy this far!! |
My mood while writing this blog: All of the above!! lol |
Sept.20/07 - I went to the E.R. last
night cuz of more cramps and pink spotting, after waiting for 4 hours
in the emergency room I got put in a room and was told to put on a
gown, about 5 minutes later the doc walked in and goes "tell me whats
happening" so I told him, and he goes "well this early in the pregnancy
theres nothing that can be done for the spotting or the cramps, your
body will work out whats going to happen on its own" then he said to
follow up with my family doc next week, and it was like he wanted me to
leave right then without him checking the baby or anything! I asked him
if it could be some sort of infection or something, and he goes "well I
doubt its an infection but it could be (doctor talk) the implantation
process, sometimes it results in some spotting"! Thats when I said
"UMMM Doesnt that happen early in pregnancy? Like say around a week or
2?" And he says in a Im the doctor your not tone of voice "well how far
along do you suspect you are?" And I go "well Im glad you asked,
according to my LMP Im almost 11 weeks"! Im telling ya, the look on his
face was priceless and you could tell he hadnt read my file close
enough! Then I got moved into another room where they could do some
swabs (I hate that part) and he put in a requisition for an ultrasound
to be done today at 3! I cant beleive he was just gonna push me out the
door without doing anything to see if things were ok, GEEEZZZ I was
soooo mad!! Anyway, at least I get an u/s
for today and hopefully it'll put my mind to rest!! I'll update when
its over! Oh and wish me luck on not peeing my pants after I drink all
that water, lmao!!
Sept. 26/07 - Well I had my first u/s
last Thurs. and according to measurments I was only 9 weeks and 4 days,
so today Im 10 weeks 3 days and a week or 2 less than I thought. It
doesnt really make sense though cuz I know my conception date. Oh well,
the baby will come when its ready no matter when the due date is. lol.
A bonus is the cramping and spotting hasnt happened this week at all
and Im still feeling movements every day! The doc. said everything
looks fine according to blood work, urine sample, and u/s. and I go for my first prenatal at 12 weeks and cant wait to see if I measure at my date or u/s date... i'll keep you all posted! ;)
Oct.
10/07 - I had my first prenatal yesterday and nothing exciting
happened, other than a pap and some nasty bloodwork! My poor arm :'(
..... I've gained 3 lbs already according to me weighing myself, my doc
is calling yesterdays weight my "pre-pregnancy weight" though, so
according to the books I havent gained any weight yet!!! I go back
again in 3 weeks to get the results of all the tests and to schedule
another u/s and I cant wait for that!! I
feel so good now too, no morning, noon and night sickness in over a
week, no spotting or cramps, I feel like I have more energy and my mood
swings are pretty much nil (knock on wood) lol. Now if I could just
shake this cough I'd be pretty much normal, other then the fact that
nothing I own fits me and all my shirts have this mysterious watermelon
shape in the belly part of em. Ah well, Im happy!! Till next time,
cheers!!
Oct.
19/07 - Well I got a call from doc after the last set of bloodwork and
urine sample on the 10th, it turns out they had forgotten to take 1
vial of blood, so back out there I go yesterday, its about a 15-20
minute drive out of my way. They had to take blood out of my hand cuz
the veins in my arms werent cooperating, that was nice :'( So I get
home around 3 and the doc calls again around 4 and says that my urine
showed that I have a bladder infection. WHAT?? I thought there were
symptoms to bladder infections??? lol I told him the only thing Im
feeling is some weird pain in my lower right side from front to back. I
have to head back out there again today to give another urine sample
and MORE BLOOD!!! AHHHHH. Last night I was doing some research on
bladder and kidney infections and as I was sitting there reading the
signs and symptoms its a sure thing. I have no energy and could sleep
all day, cloudy smelly urine, fever, chills so bad I vibrate, and
getting up twice in the middle of the night to pee and I only sleep for
5-6 hours!! The only thing I dont feel is the pressure or the burning.
For days now Ive been saying to my hubby and my mom that I just dont
feel good and could never point to one thing that I thought was casuing
it. I just felt yucky!! Well now I know why! Bring on the meds so I can
start feeling better!!! lol
Nov.12/07
- I went to the doc last week and found out I lost 2 pounds and am
meausuring a week ahead! He set up another u/s for me for tomorrow at
12:15 whooo hooooo, wish me luck on finding out what Im having.
Hopefully this little BOY BOY BOY BOY BOY (hee hee) will cooperate so
we can know for sure! There are a couple names my hubby and I love,
everyone else hates them, but its only us that matters. They are....
Carl Watson Denis and Earl Denis Watson. I dont kow why I love those
names so much but they just sound so cute for a baby. My youngest
daughter woulda been Carl had she of been a boy. For a girl we have
picked out.... Either Leah Megan Tracey, or Laci Megan Tracey, although
I have a feeling it was a waste of time coming up with girl names.
Hopefully we'll know for sure tomorrow!!!
Nov.
14/07 - Well I went for my u/s yesterday and boy was I disgusted with
the tech. She wouldnt tell me anything, not the sex, the size of the
baby, she wouldnt show me the brain, the body, his/her little feet,
NOTHING!!! My oldest daughter came with me to the appointment and was
asking some questions like "is that the heartbeat" and "is that its
spine" and this Bitc* of a lady ignored her without a word! Not one
word to my 12 year old!!! Whenever she asked a question after that,
even though I couldnt see the screen, I tried my best to answer her.
The tech. finally pipes up and says about a half an hour into it that
she wishes either people could get their dates right or the doctors
would do a dating u/s before they send their patients to get an 18 week
u/s when their not 18 weeks! IM 17 WEEKS AND 4 FLIPPING DAYS PREGNANT!!
She says she realizes that by the measurments but still cant get the
pathology without me being 18 weeks! What the heck is the pathology
anyway? Apperently 4 days makes a big difference, and I understand it
does but she pretty much gave up with a "Well your baby is in a breach
position so theres nothing I can do at this point, make an appointment
with your doctor and come at the right time" then she walked outta the
room! She was lucky this isnt my first baby and I know babys can move
around a lot cuz Im sure her saying what she did about the breach
position thing woulda scared a first timer!! Anyway as I was cleaning
the gel off and talking to my daughter about what had just happened
another tech came in and handed us a couple pictures of the u/s and
said to have a good day and she'll see us in about a week, I said "No
offence but theres noway Im coming back here again, that was the worst
40 minutes ever especially when it was suppose to be enjoyable"! She
then showed us that the heartbeat was 125 and said the baby looks
healthy just a little small and wasnt cooperating for the "stuff" they
needed and that the radiolosgist would send their report to my doctor
and my doc could set up any follow up that was needed. I thanked her
for being nice and left, without going pee!!! hahaha When I got to my
moms a 5 minute drive away I thought I was gonna fill her toilet I had
to go so bad and my daughter was laughing her head off at my pee pee
dance! Anyway I called my doc after my 5 minute pee and explained
everything to the secretary and she set up another appointment for me
for next Monday at 4:10 so he could set up another u/s. Hopefully this
time I'll actually get to see the baby and not leave the place pissed
off and worried that something is wrong! So I'll post next Monday or
Tuesday with what the doc has to say and when my next u/s will be!
Cheers Ladies!!
Nov.
20/07 - Went to my docs appointment today so he could set up another
u/s for me, and I found out why the other u/s tech wouldnt tell me
much. The baby is "measuring quite small" is what my doc said, and at
the time I just wasnt thinking so I didnt ask HOW SMALL!! Also Im
measuring 2 weeks behind what I was measuring 2 weeks ago, AND I lost
another 2.75 lbs which mixed with everything else has my doc concerned.
He wants to send me to the specialist if the baby isnt weighing what it
should in 3 weeks and/or if I havent gained any weight or lost more
weight when I go back to him a couple days after the next u/s. I keep
thinking this is a major major problem BUT if it was that big of a
problem he wouldnt have waited 3 weeks for the next u/s right? He says
he wants to give the baby time to grow and thats why we're waiting that
long. I felt like saying I want an u/s everyday but I dont think that
would of went over very well, lol. Oh yea and another thing is that the
babys heartbeat was 170 last u/s and this time it was 125, I know they
are both in the "normal" range but it still has me a bit worried. I
think Im going crazy!!!!
Nov.28/07
- Well I'm feeling a little better about things with how much this
little butter bean is kicking, day and night and can be felt on the
outside now! I find my self falling asleep almost every night with my
hands pressed firmly on my belly and I joke that the babe is kicking so
much so I'll stop pressing, lol. Hubby and Daughter have felt it a
bunch too and were just as excited as they were the first time either
of them felt a baby move. My belly is getting so big too and I would
bet Ive gained a couple pounds in the last week. My cold is finally
gone too although my cough is just as bad as a couple weeks ago and my
mouth feels burnt on the inside from all the cough drops. Oh and the
heartburn has kicked in at full force, plus indegestion, and headaches,
but I feel great other then all that!!! Weird how if I wasnt pregnant
all that stuff would probably put me on my ass in bed, whining about
how bad I feel!! At this point though, with all the worries lately, I
appreciate feeling the things Im "suppose to" be feeling! Cant wait
till the next u/s so we can hopefully find out for sure that we're
having a BOY!! hehehe. Till next time, take care everyone!!!
Dec.8/07
- WHOO HOOOO u/s Monday at 1:00, please please please pray that HE'S
grown and everything is fine and that HIS legs be open so we can know
for sure!!!! PUUULLLEEEAAASSSEEEEE!!!!! lmao. I gotta work right after
the u/s so I probably wont be able to post that day, who knows though,
I guess it depends on how excited I am, lol. If not that night, then
I'll post the next day with the results, think of us in your prayers
ladies and thanks in advance! :-D
Dec.18/07
- Great News... Went to my doc today to find out results of last weeks
u/s and everything was PERFECT!! Its about damn time something went
right!!!! I measured right on target today too, the only thing he says
hes a wee bit concerned about is that I still only put on not quite a
pound where the norm at this point shoulda been 5-6 pounds or so. It
was kinda funny, normally when I weigh myself I take off my shoes and
any heavy sweater I might be wearing at the time, so I went through all
the motions of taking everything off and hopped on the scale, I was
half a pound lighter then last appointment so I put back on my sweater
and my shoes and took the loose change outta my coat pocket and stuck
in my jeans pocket and still only put on 3 quarters of a pound...hehehe
tricky tricky!! Seriously though I dont know what else to do to try to
gain some weight. Oh well, I start seeing the "baby doc" on the 15th of
January so maybe by then I'll have put on a bit of weight, and there'll
be no cause for concern at all. He also did some more blood work today
too to see if the reason I'm having so much pelvic pain could possibly
hopefully just be an infection that can be cured with some medicine or
some anti-inflmaitory. Keep your fingers and toes crossed its that
simple and this wont carry on the rest of the pregnancy! Until next
time, stay safe and happy pregnancies!!
Jan.
05/08 - So I had to work night before last a 4-12 shift, first shift
back since the Christmas holidays, and I came home a little after
midnight and felt sooo worn out. I eventually fell asleep around 2am -
ish. When I woke up yesterday morning around 10ish I got up (slowly cuz
it hurt) out of bed and couldnt beleive the pressure in my vagina and
how much my belly had changed. As I was standing there beside our bed
staring at my now large low low low belly I pulled up my shirt and my
hubby, who works midnights, goes "holy sh*t what happened"? I kinda
chuckled and said its not that bad maybe Ive just dropped early or
something. Anyway, a couple hours later after going through my daily
routine we headed up to my Moms house to pick up my kids who had stayed
the night there as hubby and I both had to work, when I waddled through
the door my 12 year old daughter comes up to me and goes "geez Mom
what'd you to do your belly"? and my Mom walks out of her kitchen and
took one look and mouthed the words "OMG T your sooo low, is that
normal?". After that comment, and shes got 6 kids, I got a little
worried that maybe this isnt as normal as I thought. When I got home I
did a little research and asked a few questions around some boards and
I come to the conclusion that it does happen, dropping early and
sometimes doesnt mean anything, just to keep the docs number close.
Anyway so thats my "dropping" story, I havent called the doc yet as Im
not that concerned about it at this point, BUT if the pinky discharge
and cramps start again any time soon like a couple days ago then I wont
hesitate to call. Stay Safe All!!!!
Monday, 7 Jan
What
she senses for youThe day you deliver, outside will be warm. Your baby
will arrive in the afternoon. After a labor lasting approximately 3
hours, your child, a girl, will be born. Your baby will weigh about 6
pounds, 15 ounces, and will be 18 inches long. This child will have
light brown eyes and dark hair.BUT I want a boy... lmao!!!
Saturday, 19 Jan
Jan.
18/08 - I went to my doc on Monday and so far evrything is going ok.
They didnt have my file from my other doc so he didnt have anything to
go by though. The scales were broken so I couldnt get weighed, which I
havent figured out yet if thats good or bad, lol. When he was feeling
my belly for the baby, the left side was soooo tender I almost slapped
his hand away, he asked if I had ever had that before and if I was
constipated, I said no and he wasnt sure what caused it. Anyway he said
the baby felt big and beefy and even though its still early he thinks
the baby will be a good size. He also asked when my due date was and
when I told him I knew my conception date he said we would possibly go
by my firs due date which is a week earlier, whoo hoooo. lol. I go back
again in 2 weeks and the scales will be fixed and he will have my file
so at leasy he `ll know exactly where we `re at. Also just wanted to
add that I had some more spotting today, twice. The first time was so
light you could barely see it on the toilet paper but the second time
was completly visible, it still makese me nervous but Im just gonna
wait till the 28th to see what the doc says. Till next time, take care
everyone and stay safe!!!!
Monday, 21 Jan
Well I had a
bit of a scare this past Saturday night. I had just gotten out of the
most glorious 1 hour long bath around 7-ish and had some toast and
apple sauce and watched a movie with hubby and kids when all of a
sudden out of the blue the top of my head started throbbing and I felt
so dizzy and so sick. I staggered to my bed which is a whole 10 feet
away from my couch with hubby tagging along behind me asking me if I
was ok, I crawled into bed and as soon as my head hit the pillow the
nausea hit, my daughter grabbed me a bucket as there was noway I could
get out of bed due to the dizziness and blurred vision and I thought
for sure I was gonna be sick. Hubby felt my head and said I was so hot
and I was, my whole body felt like it was on fire. I laid there for a
an hour or so trying so hard to hold back the urge to be sick and
willing the pounding in my head to stop when just as quickly as it
started it all seemed to pass. I didnt dare get up out of bed though
for fear that it would come back so I just laid there and fell asleep.
I have no idea what brought it on but when I got up in the morning I
was fine, a little headachy like I didnt get enough sleep but no
dizziness or anything. Today I woke up with a giant size headache and
Im not sure if I should call the doc or not, I hate being a whiner but
Im not sure if this headache is related to what happened night before
last. I `ll post again later. :)
Monday, 28 Jan
Jan.28.08
- Well I just got back from my doctors appointment with some good/bad
news. Good news first... I gained 3 lbs, all of my tests were normal,
my urine was fine, Im measuring 2 weeks ahead, they changed my due
date, and babys heartbeat was 130... Now for the bad news... The BH ive
been feeling probably arent BH at all but light `real ` contractions.
He wants to test the fluid that comes out with the real powerful ones
to see if its urine or amniotic fluid, so I have to call him the next
time it happens or head down to the hospital, he said the spotting ive
been having could be caused from having so many kids and from having a
baby not 2 years ago, that my body could think its ready to deliver and
is making the preperations, and that I could already be dialted up to 2
centimeters and could stay like that for weeks but when the
contractions start Im to lay down and put my feet up and rest no matter
what Im doing as he wants me to make it to 36 weeks and even if they
arent regular or dont last as long as they should Im to head down to
the hospital just in case. I wonder why he didnt check though??? Also
he said my due date really means nothing at this point beacause the way
things are going Im not making it that far anyway but according to
measurments Im measuring a tad over 30 weeks which is 2 weeks ahead of
MY due date and baby still feels bigger then the average. He wants me
to go for another u/s but I said I would rather not until I NEED NEED
NEED to go as I dont want to know what Im having. But if its needed I
wouldnt hesitate. Anyway I know I cant wait for baby to get here
although I still cant help feeling like Im gonna go over due again even
with what happened today... BUT I guess we `ll see sooner or later.
Hopefully sooner lol ;) Take Care ladies and thanks for reading!!
Thursday, 7 Feb
Hi
all... Yesterday was a pretty weird day, with some weird symptoms and
after googling a thousand times about preterm labor, braxton hicks and
bladder infections and everything else under the sun Im even more
confused to what was going on... I kept waking up in the night to pee,
(normal the last few nights)and everytime I laid back down my stomach
felt like it was being poked with a needle from the inside out, then
when I got up for the last time in the AM from the pains I started
noticing them mainly on the lower left side of my belly along with
lower back pain and weird twinges in my vagina and in my butt that
seemed to intesify with the back pain, they didnt much feel like the
contractions I remember, as this is my 5th. I had a bowel movement
hoping it would help but it didnt help at all. As the morning
progressed I started with the BH that Ive been plagued with for a while
and then this weird feeling like my vagina is big (weird I know), I
went to the washroom and kinda felt around down there and to me it
definatly felt swollen. I wish I knew what was going on and I dont know
why but I was soooo afraid to call my doc and have them say `oh your
just being paranoid, go home and relax `, and then something like `you
should of already known that, this is your 5th `. Oh I guess I should
add that Ive only gone into labor once on my own and that was 12 years
ago so Im a newbie at the whole contractions first thing. Also the baby
was still moving fine, maybe lower then before and I feel the head
rolling sensation, and then during the worst part of those pains `it `
seemed to kick more. So far this morning I seem to be ok and was only
up a couple times in the night to piddle and it was the same thing when
I laid back down... Hopefully they wont start today but if they do Im
gonna call the doc no matter what!! Thanks for reading!!
Tuesday, 12 Feb
Went
to the docs today for routine appointment and it was pretty ummmm
routine, lol. Checked my BP and babys heartbeat and both were perfect.
Babys HB was 140 again. I gained 3 more pounds which for some reason
was depressing although Ive been trying to gain. Weird eh?? Anyway,
they didnt do much else and werent at all concerned about the pains Ive
been having and said the BH were normal and said they could still be
related to me having a baby not quite 2 years ago that my uterus knows
what to do and wants to get things moving along. Whatever!! I just cant
wait till he/shes out and they stop all together!! lol. One thing he
did say was when he was putting the tape on to measure my belly that
baby is definatly growing and doesnt have much room in there and I
measured right on!! That made me happy!! We talked about if I was gonna
have another u/s and about the GD test I havent done yet, found out I
dont have to fast for it which is awesome so I might as well suck it up
and go... Well thats enough from me for now... till next time, take
care everyone!!
Friday, 15 Feb
Went to the hospital
today after calling my doctors office to see what was going on with
me... I had more spotting last night, redder then normal but about the
same amount, this extreme back pain, and an unbeleivable amount of
discharge. The doc that checked me out said my cervix is long and soft
and when I asked what that meant she said it was a good thing. I guess
I shoulda asked again but I figured I could just come home and google
it anyway. There were a few contractions on the monitor and I noticed
with each one the babys hearbeat would either go up by 20 or down by
20. They said that was normal too and that the discharge is completly
normal and they couldnt find where the bleeding was coming from
although it did show up on the strip. I didnt even know they could do a
`strip ` to test for blood. So its not an infection of any sort which
is what I was originally thinking and everything is fine for now.
Thursday, 21 Feb
Went
shopping today with one of my bestests, I got a some more outfits for
the baby, this time I got a couple pink and a couple blue and a couple
more neutral. I also got some Ivory so I could wash all of `its `
clothes, some baby shampoo and baby wash, powder, cream, some wee
little diapers and sensitive wipes, 4 little undershirts and a mobile.
It was soooo fun shopping for the baby but hard not knowing what to
buy. I might dig my way to the shed sometime this week and get out the
bins of baby clothes and store them in my room so they will be there
once baby comes and I will know if I need the boy or girl bin. BOY BOY
BOY...lol
Saturday, 23 Feb
Hi all, I just wanted to
update that the baby started moving around again today like crazy. 2
whole days with barely a nudge and then today for about 10 minutes `it
` was doing the tango in my belly. All of my kids and hubby got to feel
and count the hiccups and feel the pushes. They arent really kicks
anymore and I wouldnt even describe them as punches, it was like
rolling, I could feel its head rolling and pushing in my crotch! We
were extremly happy and extremly releived though, that `it ` finally
decided to let us know he/she was perfectly fine! I guess the docs do
know what their talking about sometimes! lmao
Saturday, 23 Feb
Oh
yea and I almost forgot to add that while the baby was moving around so
much, I was kidding around to make the kids laugh and said to my
belly.. `if your a girl kick Mommy ` guess what??? It was like she did
a somersault, then I asked if she was a boy to kick me and there was a
30 second pause between the rolls... the kids, hubby and I were
laughing our heads off. So I asked HER if she liked the name Laci and
if so to kick me, well again it was like another somersault, then I
asked if she liked the name Leah and nothing at all, hahahha I guess
she already has our minds made up for us on her name and all day since
then Ive been saying SHE and HER instead of HE and HIM..lmao!! Too
funny eh?!?!?!?!
Tuesday, 26 Feb
Well I went for my docs
appointment today and found out Ive gained another 3lbs for a total of
9lbs, babys heartbeat was around 155-160, and Im still measuring 2
weeks ahead... He rechecked the wheel and rechecked his measurments
just to be sure and sure enough its exaclty 2 weeks ahead, he felt my
belly and said Im definatly all baby and that there is little chance
the measument was off. The thing thats making me nervous is that I cant
go back for another 3 weeks as my doc isnt there in 2 weeks so what if
the measurments are correct and when I go back I `ll be measuring 38.4
weeks and what if by then the baby is already too big... geeez I
absolutly drive myself crazy with all these `what ifs `... OK Im done
with the what ifs and just gonna enjoy the last month and a half of my
pregnancy!! HAHAHA FAT CHANCE!! lmao
Friday, 29 Feb
Well
its all so clear to me now... the symptoms Ive been having these last
few days just werent adding up to anything until tonight when I went to
go to the washroom and it almost brought tears to my eyes.. no burning
but man oh man it hurt my stomach and back soo bad I didnt think I was
going to be able to finish peeing.... owowowow
Tuesday, 4 Mar
I
took yet another trip to the hospital again yesterday for bleeding and
that weird pain in my left side, when we got there they hooked up the
monitors and checked my blood pressure and pulse rate, my blood
pressure was 147/92 and my pulse rate was 114. They said it was a
little high which I already knew cuz mine is ALWAYS perfect, anyway
after doing some tests and an internal they came to the conclusion that
I have a friable cervix, in other words its very fragile and will bleed
with any type of injury to it apperently a lot of women get it during
pregnancy. They also said that my placenta is tearing away from the
uterus wall and that could also be causing the bleeding. Anyway so he
checked me and said Im starting to dilate on the outside, whatever the
heck that meant. lol.... I think in other words its still gonna be a
while yet, which I knew already anyway although at least Im dilating a
little... The doc there called my doc right away about my blood
pressure and pulse rate and I guess my doc told him I was fine so they
sent me home. They said if I have any of these symptoms, and named a
bunch, that Im to come right back down without hesitation. So its back
to waiting but one bonus is there isnt gonna be sooo much wondering as
to what the blood is from!! Till next time!! ;)
Thursday, 20 Mar
Went
to the docs this past Monday for my regular appointment and found out
Im getting my membranes stripped next Tuesday!! whoo hooo Im sooooo
praying that it will work as Im so uncomfortable and ready for this
pregnancy to be over!! Doc had a hard time feeling the babys head cuz
the baby is so low, he said all he could feel was the bottom part of
the head by the neck, so I now know why Im feeling the pressure, cuz
the baby dropped!! I thought that wasnt suppose to happen until labor
begins?? Oh well, I guess every pregnancy really is different!!
Tuesday, 25 Mar
Well
we went to the docs today and found out Im at +2 station, 2cm dilated,
completely thinned and cervix is completely ripe. In other words my doc
says my body is 100% ready for baby to be born. He did the sweep or
strip or whatever you wanna call it and when he was doing it I got an
awesome contraction and my plug came out, it was bright red blood. I
also tested positive for GBS (group B strep) so I guess I `ll need some
meds while in labor. My BP was 98 over 75 and I gained 2lbs. As we were
leaving the office the doc said he'll be expecting a call b the end of
the week as I was 100% favorable for the sweep and he has a good
feeling that it will work to start labor. Im sooooo hoping he was
right. Anyway, heres to hoping my next update will be my birth story!!
lol
Monday, 31 Mar
I AM SOOOOOO PISSED!! I went for
my docs appointment today and he didnt do anything!! NOT A THING!! They
called about an hour before my appointment and I didnt answer but Im
assuming now that it was to cancel as when we got there there was
another preggo who was a week ahead of me there for her appointment
too. They must of double booked. Im sooooo angry though cuz last week
he said we would try the stripping again this week and he did nothing!
Another thing that worried me is I gained 6 EFFING POUNDS in 6 days!!!
WTF is up that?!?! He said it coulda been a problem with the scale but
I weighed myslef at my moms and it was the same weight. How in the hell
did that happen?? All I do is walk walk walk and been eating very
healthy when I can actually eat so I dont understand. He salso said it
could be access amniotic fluid BUT how the hell would he know that
without doing an u/s or something. I hate being pushed to the back
burner and kept in the dark! :( Anyway, I did manage to ask him about
castor oil as he was walking out the door not even 2 mins after he
walked in. I asked what his opinion was on it and all he said is it
works and its messy, especially if you go into labor and only got 'rid'
of half of 'it' at home. Well needless to say I stopped at the drug
store and got some. Its been almost 3hrs since I took it and I havent
had so much as a shit cramp yet!! :( I'll definatly post again and let
everyone know how the castor oil works out though!! Keep your fingers
crossed for me! ;)
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