17-7-2009 - Another mc would suck...

My mood while writing this blog: Sad

After yesterdays scan not showing us a fetal pole or heartbeat and today getting light bleeding I am thinking this pg is on the way out. I am not sure what to do. I dont think my gp can do anything and I don't want to sit in hospital for three days waiting for it to happen away from my son. I might just let nature take it's course and see how I feel. Damn. Took me an entire year to fall pregnant and it wasn't mean to be just yet I don't think. I think with my history of miscarriages next time I will keep it to ourselves for a lot longer. I will keep trying though and hopefully my next bub will stick. If bleeding stops or slows I will still get a repeat scan and see what they see. More soon and thanks girls for the encouraging words you've given through all this you rock.

UPDATE: Bleeding has gone but was def light bleeding in my opinion and not spotting and I will be taking it easy over the next few days. Not having any answers is annoying. I have a scan and appt booked for the 31st which at this point feels like an eternity. Talk about emotional rollercoaster.