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|03-1-2012 - Regretting Hope
||My mood while writing this blog:|
At the ER still.
I had a pop and a strange gush of blood yesterday.
Some weird stuff. Nothing dangerous going on, miscarriage looks routine. I think the problem is my prolapsed/retroflexed uterus is holding blood in more than I am used to.
HCG was down to 196 yesterday... at least it'll zero out sooner than later.
I am crushed, heartbroken... seems like it hurts more every time I go through this. I don't understand, with how well everything was going.... Looks like the sac still hasn't passed. I miss my baby.
3 Comments on Regretting Hopebaby-beiler
- Wednesday, 4 Jan so sorry honey :/ here is to hoping it passes soon so u dont have anymore of that hanging on hope... i know how that can be. with my last m/c my mom kept saying maybe u didnt know u were pregnant and you are in labor... so stupid me i let myself hope... UGH! i knew that wasnt true but i wanted to keep my baby so bad i would let myself believe ANYTHING!!! lil.pigz
- Wednesday, 4 Jan ((hugs)) My heart is breaking for you. Tarrynsplanet
- Tuesday, 3 Jan So sorry to hear things are rough. I will pray that you have strenght for this difficult time & that good things are heading your way.