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|27-2-2011 - Is it possible..again?
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So these past few days i have been worrying myself sick. Theres a possibility that i could be pregnant..again. Definitely not on purpose of course tho. Accidents happen i guess right? My son is only 3 months old. How in the world would i take care of him and a new born? He would only be about a year old when i have the baby..if i was pregnant. The bad thing is that the day the condom broke was when i believe ovulation day was..or a day or 2 from it. So even if i was a few days out, i could still be pregnant. I've been havin period-like cramps for a few days now and thats what has me thinkin that i may be. It was just like this when i found out i was pregnant with braylon. My partner brought up the A word..which i cant even begin to spell cuz i would never be able to do that to my unborn child. The child did nothing wrong to deserve that. It didn't ask to come into this world so why would i make the choice of taking it out before it even got a chance to live? I dunno. Maybe im not. Maybe im just cramping so much cuz AF is gonna hit me hard this month. But im not due for another 5 days or so. If i remember right, I had cramping this early with my son. But i think i brushed it off thinking i wasnt pregnant like all the other months. I keep thinking "how in the world am i going to tell my parents this news if i am?" I would have so many people disappointed in me, its not even funny. But its my life and my childs life, not theirs right? Today i even feel kinda sick to my stomach which is more than likely caused from me worrying so much. Its too early for symptoms like that right? ::sigh:: Its just a waiting game now i guess..
2 Comments on Is it possible..again?hayley-france
- Monday, 28 Feb Aww bless you, I remember when my daughter was 3 months old and I thought having a second baby before her third birthday would be a disaster, "one of the worst things that could happen" is what I'm sure I said to my husband when we had a pregnancy scare! When Emma was 7 months old I decided I really wanted to start trying for another baby and now the second one is due in 13 weeks, he'll be born when Emma is 22 months old. When Emma was a year old though I totally felt ready to have another baby already and when I looked back at how I'd felt when she was newborn I couldn't quite believe it because now all I could see were the positive points of having my children so close together and I started to wish that I had gotten pregnant within a few months of her being born! Good luck but if it is positive don't stress too much, you'll manage and what everybody else thinks isn't important...My Mum told me I was insane when I said we were TTC again after less than a year but I think she was insane for having a 22 year age gap between her oldest and youngest and for having five kids! It's your life, nobody elses xx mll28
- Sunday, 27 Feb Don't be so worried if you are hun!!! My babies are a year apart and I wouldn't have it any other way!!! It is not as hard as most would think having them so close together.I would wait until AF is late or till the day she is due but maybe take a test just to ease your mind.