11-7-2009 - Good News

My mood while writing this blog: Over the moon!

Good news ladies!! Me and Ed are back together, I know i'm finding it hard to believe! The past couple of weeks he has been talking to me and being around and more helpful to me. Ive forgot how caring he actually is and i think the only reason he "ran away" and didnt want anything to do with me and the baby was because he was scared, which is understandable. He came round my house around 11ish this morning (uk time remember) and at first I didnt know why he was there, so i invited him into the living room he sat down next to me and said that hes sorry for not being with me for when i needed it most and that he wants to try again.... to begin with i was angry thinking he thought he could just come back into my life like that but then i thought hes not just doing this for me but for his son or daughter. I am over the moon! I said yes, obviously, and he hugged me :) We told my dad and he was pleased that i wasnt going to be a single teen mum. Just a teen mum hehe :], I can see that ed is going to be supportive but i made it clear to him that if he leaves or breaks my heart again then there wont be anymore chances, hopefully it wont come to that though! :=]