07-8-2009 - Sick and tierd.

My mood while writing this blog: Rubbish.

So hey guys, I haven't made a blog in a while, but there is a reason i'm not just avoiding doing them because this site has given me real confidence with who I am, a teen mum to be. I really appriciate all the support and advice from every single one of you. So the past couple of days i've been feeling so god damn tierd and sick! I go to bed at around 10-11, and then find myself waking up like every two hours (somtimes to go to the loo,or eat something, but others I just wake up for no reason!) She's been kiking alot latley so maybe it's the kiks waking me up. Its just kinda annoying because not only am I tierd everyday, but i swear the morning sickness if back again. Thrown up alot latley and I hate throwing up! Makes me feel so... crap and like I don't want to do anything!

I'm also trying to find a job, Ed does have a part time job at this pub but he only washes up and peels veg... not the greatest wage in the world! I know we're young but I just really need some other form of income, we went to the council last friday asking if we're entitled to anything and they said because we're bellow 16 we can't have anything. Nothing! Seriously?! I was annoyed, but understood i guess its because we're still children whereas if you over 16 your a young adult? But i've been searching for a job and the ones who have asked for an interview said they can't hire me because i'm pregnant. :( I just feel so useless right now, I don't want to have to borrow money of my dad i can't pay back, i do have money in the bank but its only a couple of thousand so that wont get us far. We haven't bought any major peices either like a cot, but only a few clothes. We're going to wait till we have the baby shower and i'm not to sure when to do it? Like what week?,

This is like the longest blog i've done i think! But anyhows thanks again ladies :]