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| 11-6-2008 - 37 weeks |
My mood while writing this blog: ready!!! |
ok so its 10 in the morning and i just woke up feeling depressed....ok well not full on depressed i'm at this point ready to stop making 7 trips to the bathroom at night..it wouldnt be so bad it i didnt have to roll, skip and hope out of bed just to get up and then....i'm fully engaged at what is comeing out, hoping i'll find a mucus plug a little something that indicates labor will soon be on its way and nothing and thats me all 7 times i go all night long.....and then i'm so thirsty for some odd reason my body craves the facut water from the bathroom so i gulp down like three cups of water knowing know that i just drank all those cups of water i'll be up again in 2 hrs 'great job tonia.' and then when i make it back to bed withdrawing the urge to go down stairs and find something to munch on i go back to bed then by the time i get comfortable enough to fall back to sleep i realize... i'm wide awake...and i'm still prego and nothings happening... i want so much for my baby to be in my arms...and then afgain i ask myself what the hell am i complaing about i still have three weeks until my due date and really i have nothing to be complaing about...yea my feet hurt yea my back has been killing me since i was 30 weeks form the way hes laying yea i'm tierd all the time yea i have heartburn and yes i gaind 40 pounds during this pregnancy....yea i feel like pukeing every single day i wake up urgeing me to take my medicine....still sooo what i'm carying a life and if ya think about it...it shouldnt be easy. but this one compared to the last pregnancy this one is alot more difficult and trying and my patients is going very quickly in these last weeks to come. but i guess i convinced my self i can do it i can wait....(even tho i have no choice in the matter of being pregnant untill he wants to make an entrance in to this world.....but it seems ever since i seen his little chubby face in the 4d pic i want to kiss them myself.....and waiting is torcher...to me and my body. so untill my baby boy comes i'll have to abide in the fact that he'll be here soon. 19 days and counting.
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