Am a proud mother of one and another to came. I should be happy but most of the time I’m upset because I’m in a lot of pain and it's hard to do all the thing I use to do. My now four year old thinks that I’m the kid so I have to keep reminding that am the mother and I give the order. It is horrible because I don't want my kids to think am a joke but the thing I get sometimes is hard to keep a stray face. Sometimes I wish I wasn't pregnant but when I see my baby’s father so excited about having another it makes it all better. I hope to be as lucky with this one as with the first and everything else goes well with the baby. I pray God for the strength to rise both of my kids well and the patience to keep me sane. Some time I think I'm losing my head but I know that as soon as this baby is born I’ll be ok again I hope.

Sunday, Mar 2nd
I’ve been so sad lately and feeling so lonely that I don't really fell like doing anything and last night .

Sunday, Mar 10th

she's been moving like a tornado but it's ok. i'm still somewhat comfortable excet at night i keep waking upevery 2 hrs

Sunday, Mar 18th

Sice i was 2 1/2 month i have been felling the baby move a lot and in the past 2-3 weeks she had been moving like a tornado but since sunday she hasn't been moving as much.

Tuesday, Mar 25th

i'been felling extremly tire in the past few days and again not sleeping too much but i still haven't had the urge to get anything for the baby. what i have been felling the urge for it to change the way my house looks. i got spring in my head and just want everything to look colorfull.

friday, April 8th

my daugther can wait to see the baby.but am not so ready to have her. i don't know why i just don't fell ready for her. am extremely unconfortable with the bely and the back and hip pain and feeling like i need help with everything but am not so exited about her been born and is not that am scare or anything.

Sunday, April 13th

1st day on week 31 and i don't even know how i feel. i'm not excited nor sad. but i have been feling a little more confortable now that she is not twisting and turnig as roughly as she was 3 weeks ago. hopefully 9 more weeks to go.

monday, April 21st

8 more weeks to go and hoping for everything to be ok. still fighting with the mood winds. can wait to go back in to bith control and be able to take regular pain releaver. i can stand the pain on my back and hips.