29-12-2008 - Funny update on BD and 36 week apnt.

My mood while writing this blog: animated

Hillarious Update on BD if you ask me!!

So he made the trip to Florida to be with his wife on Friday. Good for him, that made things so much easier on me to be done with him forever. I spoke with his wife a few times and wished them all the best and she was sooo happy to be back with him until today...He lasted a whole 4 days at her house before she kicked his rear end to the curb. His return flight ticket isn't until 6 more days....so he had to call his parents to come get him....They have to drive 544 miles to go get him because he can't even get to the airport. It would be tooo far for a taxi to take him from where he is in Florida to the Airport in Alabama. Let me tell you I was laughing my rear end off with his mom called me and told me that and then I spoke to his wife again and she told me what happened. I'm still laughing several hours later just typing this. He had another one of his mood swings with her and started having his paranoid illusions that someone spiked his drink and all kinds of stuff....well he had taken some pain killers that belonged to her then drank alcohol and it kicked started his mood disorder. She was telling me, girl you can have him back if you want him she was through with him ...etc. etc. I told her I didn't want him back that it was a relief to me when he left. We laughed and joked about his mood disorder together. He has really screwed up this time. He pushed both of the women he claims to love out of his life. He needs help seriously though and I wish he could see that....No I pray to God that he will realize that now and get the help he needs. He is a wonderful wonderful man until he has his mood swings. And I'm not willing to be sloppy seconds so he made the choice to be with his wife for the weekend and ruined it with me forever.

Ok so here's the 36 week appointment update:

This male Dr I have checked me today and I didn't have time to get worried about it...as bad as I didn't want a man I didn't even think about it when he was doing his job. We were too busy discussing everything to even think about what he was doing. But surprisingly to me I was 1 cm dialated and 50 % effaced. I had no idea things had progressed to that. Yeah I feel like my boy has dropped a little maybe and I've had some BH contractions but nothing I was concerned about...but apparently my body is going through alot more than I realized right now. I'm in alot of pain with my lower back hurting soo bad when I try to walk each step lifting my legs hurts my back so bad...and the round liagment pain is unbareable at times but I didn't think I was dialated or effaced yet. He said he is pretty sure I will not make it to my due date but who knows really...time will tell.