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29-7-2008 - stupid dreams

My mood while writing this blog: was pissed but now ok

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So last night I had one of my many "detailed" dreams. I had a dream that my daughter and I went to a story time that was being held at a store (of some sort). But more odd was the fact that the story time was in a pool (similar to the one we just bought that is above ground heavy duty ones) So we were in the pool with other parents and their children and Aiyana (my daughter) started to stuggle and was kinda dipping under, so I reached over and grabbed her arm thinking I could just pull her towards me. I did and at first it seemed to work but then I tried lifting her up and she was too heavy (keep in mind she's only 28 lbs) so I look down and realize and older girl about 7-8 years old had both her arms around Aiyana and was keeping her from coming up. So Im looking down at my daughter with her eyes wide open basically begging for my help and all of a sudden the water was to my neck and I could barely do anything along with keep myself above water. I was screaming to the parents to get "this child" off my daughter and no one was helping. I finally grabbed this "devil child" by her hair and yanked as hard as I could to get her above water. I finally got them both above water and my daughter was choking and crying and all I could do was SCREAM at this "devil child" "What were you thinking?" "Do you want me holding you under water?" DONT YOU EVER TOUCH MY CHILD AGAIN!" ETC...All I could think of is how I wanted to "hurt" that little girl. I woke up then and was extremely worked up. My heart was racing and tried to clarify reality/dreaming. I then heard my daughter talking in her room and thought ......Im gonna go give her a hug. As weird as it sounds my dream actually brought up the idea of what would I do if someone hurt my child. Now with a clear mind I can honestly say if that was real life I would have done the same but maybe a bit more. Its funny how us women become "mother bears" protecting our cubs. You really go into that mode. Ive had this issue of protecting her for a while now, she has all boy cousins and for a while they were REALLY rough with her. "I dont believe in that gotta be rough to be strong..BS" so I was CONSTANTLY telling them to back off her. They would "sack" her or take her legs out etc. And I would say thats TOO much especially with a girl. In my household we have structure and discipline and boundries. Not many other people around me do. So back to the dreams I have been having wild dreams. Many of them are protecting people, myself, Aiyana etc. Maybe its the protective side of being a mom thats coming out in my dreams....What do yall think????

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2 Comments on stupid dreams


kellyk - Tuesday, 29 Jul
wow, what a scary dream! I've been having detailed dreams like these too.. Sometimes when I get up I look up key things from the dream on this website

http://dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/

it can be pretty interesting.....

MommyJoJoPethel - Tuesday, 29 Jul
WOW, what a scary dream! I'm sure it's the hormones kicking in right now..the protective side of motherhood is coming out. But you know what, you were able to save your child in the end, and that's GREAT! You seem like a fire cracker! I think that's a great quality to have as a mother! GO MOTHERBEAR!