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14-6-2009 - Life!

My mood while writing this blog: sad

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Today has not been a good day so far. I was sitting on the couch and my ex bf got a call that his friends were coming over to the house. It is my house and I wanted to sit there and relax not entertain company. He got up and started folding the blankets and pulled mine off of my legs and started folding it up. I was like I am using that and he threw it at me...it hit me in the head and I said that he didn't have to throw it at me. He came and got the blanket and refolded it up. I said I was using that and got up and got my blanket. He told me to sit down, and I didn't then he got up and took the blanket, put his hand around my neck and then pushed me on the couch. I did nothing to warrant those actions. I wasn't hurt but sad that he would do that. He saw that I was upset and started asking me what was wrong. I said nothing and started to walk away and he kept getting in my face asking me what was wrong like he did not realize what he did. I started crying and he was like why didn't you tell me what was wrong instead of lying to me in my face several times. Me "lying" to him is really not the issue, but he always turns things around on me. I am always the one to blame. I was happy that I am having another baby, but like he said, we shouldn't be bringing another child into this mess. I am so sad. I have been crying all morning. He keeps throwing things up in my face. Like the fact that I was mad at my ex boss at work for her blabbing my business. He thinks I am acting stupid, cause I have told my family and a few friends. He doesn't realize that there is a difference. My family and friends sympathize with me and my ex boss is just a bitch. All I want is to have a good life. I want to have a successful career and be a good mother. I want to be married to a successful man that will treat me like a woman needs to be treated. Who wants to marry a women with 2 kids already and is struggling to make ends meet? Thanks for letting me vent!

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2 Comments on Life!


BabySaunders - Monday, 15 Jun
I agree with Kayla. There is NEVER a reason for a man to touch a woman in a violent way. You're pregnant!! He should be even MORE careful with you and pushing you by your throat is NOT being careful. Believe it or not, my friend had 2 kids and their dad was CRAZY! Like stalking her and being violent....she is about to get married to a wonderful man who takes very good care of her and her kids. She had his baby just 3 months ago and they are really happy. Dont settle for a jerk. You're a beautiful woman! You can have a guy who treats you like a princess.

OKaylaO - Sunday, 14 Jun
Alright, first of all, he had no right to do that. You lying to him? WOW, he really should have realized what was wrong and shouldn't have needed to ask. MEN are NUTS. Be strong for the child you have and your second on the way. Everyone wants to be happy, girl, everyone does. Do what you feel is best for YOU and YOUR children! That's all that is going to matter at the end of each and every day. There are plenty of good men in the world that date women with multiple children that aren't theirs. Granted, it's hard to find those type of men, they are out there. So don't settle or less thinking you won't find anyone else. There is hope. Remain strong for your little ones!