23-6-2009 - yeah u no... :/

My mood while writing this blog: like the heading lol

so like... i dont really have anything to say lol... i just dont really want to sleep n its late n i got nothing to do and even if i had somthing to do i cant be bothered !!!!! lol

so i thought ill blog coz all i have to do is move my finger around the keyboard. well ummmmmm im 16 week atm and only have 2 weeks till we find out the sex... i cant wait for that... i was talking bout it all day today..

the stress of getting my own place with my man is starting to get to me coz i would like to be starting on a baby's room bout now. but instead im trying to get a place for us... we live a hour and 15min away from each other if u speed and week days manuel works n i have my thigns down here to do and nikita has her school n drama classes. so we have 5 months to already have our own place... but im sure we will be fine... we been together 5 years and been doing all the traviling all this time so its about time we move together. guess we just thought the moving wouldnt be so hard.

i was feeling down today to coz i been feeling "fat" lol

i have the lap band kinda like gastro bypass... i lost bout 20 kgs n then i became prego so i still have not finished getting to my goal... so far iv gained... 3 kgs n im so use to the scales going down its sad to see it go up lol... anyways i keep telling myself once i pop the baby out ill get back on track in no time... but im still worried bout it... not much i can do i think im just having a "DOWN DAY LOL" im a pretty positive person but this baby has me goin up n down like a yo yo ! lol... ii was crying in a cartoon a few days ago aswell... lol

anyways my beautiful peeps i think ill go to sleep... tomorrow is another day, and i always feel better after a sleep.

mwa!!!!!!!!!!! stay sexy ladies. :p