23-9-2009 - 34-35 weeks

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

Well Here I am 34 weeks heading into 35 weeks...

I have a midwife, who really hates me I swear.. this is tmi but, my partner and I had sex after not for like a month and i bleed i mean chuck of blood came out, enough that it took three wipes for thick bloody substance to stop.. i was FREAKING .. SO i rested in bed for one hour to see if it was going to keep going or stop.

It stopp there was nothing in sight... but I still couldnt get it of my mind and so I called my midwife and she seemed like she was so cool like it was morning tea to her, and that bugged me, im explaining im bleeding chucks and she thinks its just softening... i felt like saying every heard of a mucus plug at any point of your life??

So... i figured il give her the benifit of the doubt and brush it off, and everything has been fine, its been almost 2 weeks. Baby is moving like a champ, we have decided at last moment to change his name lol.. to

Kane

and I had my baby shower the past Saturday which was awsome got everything we need basically and hubby did baby room so now im in there organizing everything!!!! Kane keeps moving around head down,next day head up.. then side ways.. now i think hes head down again which is fine but he has such a big ass like his mother its annoying in my ribs lol!! BUT i can sleep on my side again after 6 weeks of sleeping upright in a lazy boy I finially get to lay on my side ( still on the couch tho.. ) I need the back support!

I have looked into a Doula as I want to be in control of my pain and labour and not get drugs ( tho i would love to be on drugs lol ) but I can do it and will...just thinking a couch would be nice considering I know hubby will be freakin out lol!!

I want him to come already.. i want to cherish ever moment my eyes are awake with him, although I am starting to connect alittle more now he is inside me cause he is a little human with a additude and it makes me laugh I dont have this full love..its like my love for him s a fossel.. its there but youhave to uncover it to really be excited and thats how I feel about him cause I love him but I wanna reallly love him and that for me is him being here lol..

But thats about it... im pretty huge lol.. but not gaining bad weight still a pound a week so im happy!! Wish my midwife was all she can say is how my BMI index was high in the begginig... liek who gives a fuck excuse me..but im staying healthy now arent i??? lol

ttyl ladies!!