31-7-2009 - Who knows

My mood while writing this blog: deflated

Hey ladies, I trust you are all well,

I thought I would update you as some of you will know that I have been waiting to test as AF did not show.

Well...I tested this morning and got a BFN. Honestly I was a little shocked as I was starting to think 'I am pregnant' I have had sore nipples, sore BB's, head aches, vivid dreams, nausea, fatigue blurring vision and loads of cramping very low down.

Yet again I am let down by my 'in your head' symptoms so really don't know where to go from here.

I thought I had worked out that my cycle was between 27-28 days and it seems that this is not the case. I remember seeing EWCM on CD 30-33 (CD37 now) and thought this was the second time this month I had it. The first time I had it was CD 28 and I think I may not have O because this day I was up at 4.30am and into work for 6am and worked for 21hours before crawling into bed at about 3am and then having to get up and into work for 9am to work another 8 hours so I wonder if this may have stopped my ovulation!?

I took the Soy this month for CD 3-7 and well it obviously hasn't helped at all, if anything it has made it worse.

So who knows what is going on with my body and who knows when I should test again or if I should just wait for AF?!?!

Anyway LOADSA BABY DUST!