24-8-2009 - holiday blues

My mood while writing this blog: even

Hey lovely ladies,

Hope you're all well. I have just got back from two weeks off work and I have the SERIOUS holiday blues. Had such a lovely holiday and our friends we went with got engaged while we were out in Malta!!! So fantastic!!

I have realised that my home insurance direct debit bounced about a month ago and didn't know at the time (because I thought I had the money in my account- turns out I didn't) and am trying to sort it out but apparently it's gone to the 'debt collectors' so I'm kinda freaking out trying to phone them up and pay them but I have been transferred here there and everywhere and now I have been CUT OFF!!!!!!!!!!!! URGH!!

Annnnyway I have tried to reply to everyones posts etc but I had loads to go through so I am really sorry if I didn't get a chance to email you back. Hope you're all had a good few weeks, did I miss any BFP??

My update is that I am CD 61 and STILL no AF. I know, it's a joke. I tested yesterday and BFN so all my 'not stressing or thinking about ttc' hasn't really started yet as I was waiting for AF to show! lol. I have had cramping on and off since about CD20ish and my DBF and I obviously think something isn't quite right. I'm guessing I've had an anovulary cycle but who knows when AF is going to show. I have booked an appointment with my doctor for next week, the 1st and then I will speak with her about clomid or something. I am also going to book an appointment with a reflexologist for my feet. I really think this will help with destressing as my sister's MIL is trained in this and it helped my sister. My sister had lukemia, twice, the 2nd time was 10 years ago when she was 18 and she had a bone marrow transplant following raidiotherapy. After this her periods stopped and she went through the menoupause there wasn't enough time to save any of her eggs and the doctors told her she would never have any children. Anyway her MIL started doing reflexology and her feet and after a while her periods returned (somewhat irregularaly) and then she fell pregnant with her daughter. She now has three beautiful children and they are all perfectly healthy and now has a 32 day cycle. So if nothing it will help me to be positive and relaxed and hopefully help me to get regular.

Good luck everyone TTC *****baby dust*****